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Talking with a more feminine voice
my paypal email is austinjensen2006@yahoo.com
if anyone wants to donate to my transition :)
thank you
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Angus & Julia Stone - For You (Live on KCRW)
Australian duo Angus & Julia Stone perform "For You", from their latest album "Down the Way", live on KCRW's Morning Becomes Eclectic with Jason Be...
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TSG149: Abandoned by Community...
Main Topic: Have you ever felt the need to move away from your home town before really starting transition? if this is the case, how did you handle...
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I'm not a transsexual?
Or something. I'm annoyed and not really making sense, but the point was that there's not one single definition of transsexuals that we all fit int...
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T-girls tend to make the huge mistake of acting too girly girl. That's a dead giveaway because cisgendered girls (girls born as girls) do NOT act this way.
Also, there is the CORE part of us (the part of us which makes us who we are) that many t-girls will try to reject. The problem is that if th...
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Title: OutLateButGreat: Born as Trans. (Jun 21 Week 52 question)
This week, week 52 6-20/26 question is from Syd. What's your position on why we are the way we are, be it gay, bi, trans... whatever? Some say gene...
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@conway7734 I didn't even read the reference articles that you've got listed. I just commented on what I believe to be true from the research articles that I've read over the last 18 months or so - which is about how long it's been since I found out who I really am.
I didn't have enough space to ...
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Hooking Mermaid Eyeshadow Tutorial
This weekend is the last chance to donate items for the charity giveaway if you want free entries! I need everything to get to me in time for July,...
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OMG - I just love this look. :)
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GB-124 Relationships and being Transsexual
This week we revisit week 13 topic of relationships. Relationships get a little more complicated when you're a transsexual. I also asked Stephenie,...
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I always thought I was a hetero male even tho all during my life things just didn't seem to fit emotionally. Cos of other peoples' expectations - probably!!! I liked women, although in hindsight, it was probably envy.
Now. being on HRT for 5 months I like guys, but do feel that I'm bi curious as ...
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GB-123 Having an Orderly Transition?
I originally recorded this a week and a half ago for "air" last Week. Then, we decided to re-order the topics, so excuse the week 122 announcement ...
GenderBlenders • 375 views
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@conway7734 Again, like you Stephie, I definitely, absolutely, totally, etc. etc. was never meant to be a "guy". I love the new me and now everything "fits" and my life now makes perfect sense!!!
Hugs,
Rachael xo
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Do YOU want or need a long distance relationship? -or- How's your sex life?
June 6-12 (Week 50 Viewer suggestion) Inspired by a viewer question, due to the smaller dating pool in the LGBTQ community, would you consider or h...
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@conway7734 It did give me an inkling that because of the way I felt (except being initially very scared) that it is men who I'm mainly attracted to. Transition can be a bit "weird" in that sexual preference can even be a dynamic sort of thing!!! Like you though, I wish to stay solo while I trans...
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About Rachael - Transsexual Female
Oh, by the way, it says that I joined in 2007, which is true, but this channel was actually created in November 2009.
I am a transsexual female (5'10" tall and a slim 155lbs) and this is my story. Some of it is beautiful and some of it is devastating - but mostly beautiful, especially now that my mind and body are finally coming together as one.
I'm also here to help others like me, so don't feel shy to post a comment or send me an email.
LATEST NEWS:
2011/08/10 Just over 7 months since starting HRT and I am absolutely delighted with the results. So much so that I can even go out in public with no makeup on and depending on what I'm wearing, am now pretty close to passable as a woman - this is something I thought might never happen, but dreams can come true. :)
2011/05/15 - I've been on HRT for just over 4 months now and body and mind still changing at a steady rate. By the way, my channel photo was taken 2011/04/30 after I'd been on a really fun night out.
2011/03/05 - I've been on HRT for 2 months now and the changes are still occurring at a phenomenal rate. My daughter has been spending a lot of time with me and we are starting to bond in new and positive ways.
2011/02/20 - On HRT for only 45 days and went out last night for officially the first time as the real me. Had such a great night out - I also found out what a tranny chaser is first hand!!! A bit spooky, although one guy was just such a gentleman. In such a short time HRT has done incredible things to me, both mind and body - I feel on top of the world; if only I could sort my 13yo daughter out, things would be close to perfect.
2011/01/05 - Offically started HRT.
November 2010:
14th - HRT approved on the 12th. Finally I've jumped all the hurdles and gotten through all the red tape. YAY :)
July 2010 - My daughter has become increasingly against me transitioning. What she doesn't know is that I cannot go back now - I believe that her initial acceptance was simply novelty factor, but now she has had time to think about it, she is scared of losing her dad. Truth is, is that she will never lose me and I will always be the "rock" in her life. My love for her is unconditional and of course will remain so and I can only hope and pray that her young undeveloped mind will one day mature enough to be able to accept me for who I am. This is one of the saddest days of my life...
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Are you wondering what tbear2327 actually stands for? Well, I collect teddy bears, so tbear is short for teddy bear and if you type 2327 into your mobile phone while it is in predictive text mode, it also spells bear. It is also no coincidence that the t in tbear should also be interpreted as meaning transexual .... and why is the background of this page pink and yet the foreground is blue?
This channel will eventually contain a bit of everything, although mostly TS info and videos and my journey with a life that I should have gone ahead with many years ago.
I haven't uploaded anything yet, but I will as soon as I start HRT and also feel that I have something useful to talk about.
I know this is a rather boring channel at the moment, but I'll keep at it in an attempt to make it as dynamic and as interesting as possible. You could make it more interesting too, simply by leaving a comment, advice, or even subscribe. I would really appreciate it!!!
Oh, by the way, it says that I joined in 2007, which is true, but this channel was actually created in November 2009.
I am a transsexual female (5'10" tall and a slim 155lbs) and this is my story. Some of it is beautiful and some of it is devasta...
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Mar 30, 2007About this user
Born as a male and been trying to live as a male, but I just can't do it any more. From a very young age (about 7yo if memory serves me well) I knew that I was definitely different to other boys. I have lived with this feeling for years and started cross dressing whenever I had the chance. I even got married and tried to be part of the west's stereo-typical two gender culture, but always felt out of place. Even crossdressing didn't really satisfy my aspirations. Ok, it helped a bit, but the fact is that crossdressing helped me get to the way I wanted to look, but I felt like a female mimic when all the while I wished to be a real female - or at least passable in the real world as a female would be a wonderful substitute. As a total contradiction to this, I also felt that I was a male mimic too, because I copied what other males did and said because I've never had or known my own identity. My real identity was usually being subdued by me either because of other peoples' expectations or by myself trying to pretend that the real me didn't exist due to shame and other factors. Because of all these things I've always felt like I was totally at odds with the world and became somewhat of a loner, but then I decided to "come out" to a couple of family members and also started seeing a phsycologist and mentioned it to her. I also told her that it was probably too late now due to my age and she gave me hope when she told me it was never too late. This news made me feel great and gave me the confidence I needed to kick-start my new life. She has since contacted certain people of the medical profession and things are now starting to move in a positive, albeit slow, direction.Basically, what I'm hoping for is "permission" to go on HRT as I wish for my HRT to be supervised by the medical profession. So, all going well, I may get my life-long wish and start HRT as early as possible in 2010. SRS is in my plans as well because my wish is to be as close as possible to a genetic female - this way, at least, my body will match my thoughts and emotions.
IMPORTANT FACT:
I and people like me do not have an emotional problem in regard to our "condition", although our "condition" can cause emotional problems in other areas. Neither are we deviant in any way. Our condition is totally congenital, or to put it into plain English - we were actually born with a predominantly female brain in a predominantly male body. So we are not freaks, just grossly misunderstood.
Unfortunately, most people fear what they don't understand.
Courtesy of Angelr21e's channel:
"Being trans does not define who I am as a human being." No truer statement could possibly be said - thank you Mia.
I think moving is a must. I'm not full time yet, so I'm still in the same place that I've been for the last 4 years, but when I go full time later this year I believe it's best that I move and sort of start afresh - and like you said, it doesn't need to be THAT far away!!! I think most people thi...