the shit ive been going through.
the haters.
the people who loved me.
the LPS toys

u dont wanna know how much ive missed all of u,
i always felt like i could never come back,
but i made it,
and im not gonna leave,
and i wont be ''mean'' to any of u,
promise k guys? im real, this is Tara, the girl who used to be a fuckin twat, and yeah i must admit i was a brat.
i dont give a shit about what people might think about me,
yep u think im rude, but do u rlly know me that well?
like, have u ever met me? do u know what im like? nah dont think so babes, but rlly, i wanted to say sorry.
sorry to all people i was being rude with. like seriously, i was fucked up, was greedy and wanted more subscribers, i was addicted to any single piece of my video skills and subscribers. so stupid that i didnt think about any one elses feelings. how selfish right? well, i made a lot of drama, i hope i can clean it up and fix all of this. and please give a me damn second chance, like i made mistakes in the past, and i feel so stupid and i feel ashamed. so please just please dont turn ur back on me and ignore me and think im still a fuckin snob who thinks shes oh so ''special''. bcause i came here to make friends with all of u guys and maybe make videos in the future. merry christmas everyone, i love u all sooo much