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  • 10 months ago

    Full Recovery is a Reality

    Ten tips on how to reach a full recovery from your eating disorder. I was personally in need of some encouragement so I made this video. I know the...

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  • 1 year ago

    It's time to talk about Eating Disorders!

    It's Eating Disorder Awareness Week, and we've put together this video (editing thanks to the wonderful Jaycee) to help challenge some of the popul...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    This is brilliant. I love it. So true what you say about people thinking only underweight people can have EDs. I was normal weight for a long time and it took me getting underweight before i received more medical help and now i am stuck in this underweight hellhole with purging behaviours to add ...

  • 1 year ago

    My E.D Relapse

    i was eating disorder free for about 3 years, and I relapsed.

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    I am really sorry that you had a relapse I really hope that you can be free from this ED. It happens to people but recovery also happens as well. Please keep believing. xx

  • 1 year ago

    This Is The Life

    Full length video

  • 1 year ago

    anorexia update

    i don't think i'm doing very well

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  • 1 year ago

    Naked; body & mind

    Hiya, this is a collection of my thoughts over the past few weeks and a cool video. . . i think it will be helpful to a few of you . . . i hope you...

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    • 1 year ago
      srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

      Wow. So empowering. I remember that on a previous recovery journey, one of the first things i did was give up the right to be a certain shape. I had to let nature take it's course. Scary but empowering. I am nowhere near there now but hearing you say this reminds me of what i need to do. You are ...

    • 1 year ago
  • 1 year ago

    winter in the woods!

    Hello everyone. . . this is me enjoying an afternoon out in the cold with mum and little brother. I popped the your son track on this one as it se...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Yay Jaycee. I am glad you are in recovery mode. Never easy but i reckon you will get there in the end. Keep going. Love this video. So much joy in it. Happy Xmas. xx

  • 1 year ago

    It rains when BULIMIA Reigns . . .

    a video i made of me singing rain by patty griffin with a little update using notes. I again was struggling with depression and decided to try and ...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Hey u. I am sorry that you have been struggling so much recently. I recently felt that depressive demon climbing on my back. Weighing me down. Trying to pound me into the ground.It was horrible.I felt so powerless till i got out into nature,cleaned my room + wrote down what was at the root of my ...

  • 1 year ago

    A Question For YOU - Why?

    I'm just shy of 500 subscribers. Thank you, everyone. I appreciate all of your thankful emails so much.

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    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    That is such a good question.I think the reason i don't think i can have that kind of recovery is bcos the ED has been with me 4 over half my life+it feels like it is so entrenched.Bcos eating is something that is inescapable,i feel like confronting the issue of food everyday will sometimes lead ...

  • 1 year ago

    Lykke Li-Possibility (cover)

    another skimbo cover :)

    credits to Fiorels90x for the piano instrumental

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  • 1 year ago
  • 1 year ago

    The much requested LIPSTICK/GLOSS video!

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  • 1 year ago

    your bulimic? then your a SELFISH bitch!?

    I received a hurtful email. Just feel i should close up. and not express myself. like i should be ashamed and keep it quiet. it hurts.

    http://www....

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Shit.I feel so bad for you. I told my family after 15 years + they were shocked but so glad i told them and even though it hurts them to know what i am doing + they don't really know how to help me, they never make me feel bad. Any1 who makes u feel bad doesn't get it. I won't go so far as 2 say ...

  • 1 year ago

    Anorexia: My life with an eating disorder

    Mi vida durante estos meses con anorexia. Aún sigo metida en ella, tengo la esperanza de volver a salir.

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Espero que has encontrado alguien para ayudarte. No puedo escribir bien en espanol pero queria decir esto. No debes continuar con este manera de vivir. Yo se que no es algo que podemos controlar pero hay esperanza si tu quieres salir de esta enfermedad. xx

  • 1 year ago

    Black Girl and Anorexia: A Tragic Love Story Part 2

    PLEASE READ! **PLEASE RATE!** It's not easy making videos so I appreciate when you guys RATE the video no matter which thumb you choose to click! :...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    This is incredible and moving. It's true that ED's are hardly talked about in the black community and it is also true that EDs tend to be thought of as mainly anorexia and bulimia but yet there are many black people who struggle with overeating/binge eating. None is more or less deserving of atte...

  • 1 year ago

    A Level results, university and I am not coping

    I got my exam results, they aren't quite what I had hoped which has ruined my plans for the next few years and has left my homeless. All of which h...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Sorry u didn't get the grades u'd hoped 4.All u can do now is focus on the uni u're going 2+try 2 do ur best.Getin on2 a PHD course isn't totally dependent on the uni u're in now. Please try not to be too disappointed. I did not get into my 1st choice uni and spent 2 weeks in mourning but when i ...

  • 1 year ago

    disappointed in myself.

    9.3.10 update. I have just been feeling really down for the past few weeks & it just doesn't seem to be getting better... I'm just sharing a few s...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Hey U.U've proved yourself v. strong by fighting this ED without much help.It takes a lot to do that + it takes a lot to put urself out here on YT + talk frankly about ur issues. For me,i never think about life in terms of what i deserve but about what life has to offer. If the best is out there+...

  • 1 year ago

    bulimia; calories retained & my new flat!

    Hey everyone, just me reporting from uni, grand tour and other bulimia stuff!!

    a always check out my eating disorders website for support ect, if ...

    srebotnik1 srebotnik1 commented:

    Hey Jaycee. Just wanted to respnd to your last point. It's hard to explain to others that an ED is a complete rollercoaster rise which means that sometimes we are doing well and at other times, there is seemingly no progress. It is the way it is until recovery is complete and ED is no longer in o...

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