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i know what i feel like to be dying. but there are also time when i can't understand why i want to die before. i cant describe the feeling. BestEverSeries i wnat to tell you you are not alone. there are people who care, though they may not be able to help. i know it is wrong to say this, but i r...

in my life, all i have done is hurt yself, hurt the people i love, hurt the people who care about me. i am sorry for all of them. can you forgive me again?

i know you will think i am cazy. today i just break my 3- month clean record of no cutting, but i feel good. i dont have to fight against the voice telling me i am always doomed. i know cutting is not right, i knowtomorrow i will regret i have made these cuts, but at least at this moment, i can b...

i am fighting wiht my depression. then today i discover that my father is charged with assault. i watn to stay strong for my family. ibut i am so goddamn tired. i dont know how can i go on.

i hate myself. i want to be happy but i cant. i want to die but i am too much a coward. i cut, but when it come to my waist i cant. does it mean i am not so sa?. if so then why i cant feel happy?

I cannot control emotion. for the last month, i suddenly felt that everything was gonna be fine, though i have been depressed for 4 years. then, in these few weeks, i feel like dying again. i am so afraid. i dont want to lose hope, but i know i am falling. maybe i am just born like this, maybe i...

i wonder how long a person can stay 'conscious ' after taking a sleeping pill. i want to cut my waist after taking the pill so that the pain will not be so sharp.? i am a cutter but i never really cut very deep. that sucks, being a cutter who is afraid of pain.

ive been cutting for 5 years, though the cuts are never really deep, i feel so shameful and think i am a coward. i live in a asian country and people are less discriminate about the emo thing.i get a friend who understand and help me, but still i cant quit. if i am still unhappy, i will never be ...