death comes before suicide

im alone and asamed, lost my love lost my life, can't take it can't feel it take me away and never return. the empty feeling is still their the one i love is their i can't get her back so what now. i hug nothing i hold no one i am empty like the wind forever more. got no friends and got no love so i leave and say nothing more.
origonil form cord stilson
she takes my heart teares it out and stomps it on the ground she doesn't care about my feelings and all i know is my heart is black my soul is dark i can't live what do i do stand alone twist my wrist sit in the cornner and cry. i cry myself to sleep wish someone would hold me tight but no i am alone tonight and forever.
origonale form cord
people change and i am moving slower i say hi you say bye why do i get so depprese i stand alone i run away i can't find you and you say good bye you hate me and you can't denie it can't breath running away shuting everyone out help me i can't see i can't dream the room walls getting closer and closer and i die right in the middle of the room i can't stand small spaces i run down the skool hall and i see people laughfing at me it gets hard to breath again i want help and my true love back in my arms again.
origenol form cord
true friends stand by each other, good friends willgive u the gun, best friends will be with you in your darkest houres and tell you it will b alright and then they will take that gun and pull that motherfucking trigger and say there u lay to rest you scardy peace of shitbut i will always love u. in my arms i hold nothing in my heart is empty i got no choise hold me tonight never let me go and rock my to sleep
origanal from cord
death is in, me death is all around me, cut deep, cut high sitting here makes me cry, loveless and hated ending my life will not salve a thing, closeing out my so called friends at skool no friends no love hating my life and hateing my soul help me. my heart is black my soul is emty can't think so i say adu.
origional from cord
true friends stand by eachother good friends will pull the triger, best friends will be with you in your darkest houres and tell you it will b alright. in my arms i hold nothing in my heart is empty i got no choise hold me tonight never let me go and rock my to sleep
origanal from cord
hi my name is cord but people call me cory i am rilly down to earth unless u piss me off but if that happens just ask if i want to talk about it and i usually will. i am rilly polite and i am always ready to talk. i do have another youtube account it is punkgod49 but overall i love talking to anyone. another thing that pisses me off is guys who call girls bitch, cunts, whores, slut,hooker, or any foul language i will step in evan if i don't know u at all i will defend anygirl ^^ i am a rilly loveable person to. hey thanks to everyone i talk to and accepted my invites i got a 100 friends thanks you are such great supports. A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle.
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not, please, it's so scary.
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: I love you, slow down.
Guy: Now give me a big hug
*She gave him a big hug*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself, It's really bothering me.
The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks weren't working, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her hug him and tell him she loves him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live, even if it meant that he would die. IF YOU WOULD DO THE SAME FOR THE PERSON YOU LOVE, COPY THIS IN YOUR PROFILE




what u say and what u do is different from loving with your heart but i say fuck it in the end u can't always win and nice guys get fucked in the ass wat is this world coming to wen u juge people or you hate people for what you do to get to see them and u get upset cuz he was making money to come down there to be with u but in the end us nice guys lose and we are hated in the world and u can't help but pleading wen i got the gun about to end my life and u scream stop don't do it but it is already done u wonder y but u know y it is cuz u hurt them and now u can't eaven say u r sorry
origenal from cord

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