MoOd:hidden in my dark mind
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the words
get in my head
their like a desease
the spread within me
like a killer virus
they attack me
my breathing gets faster
they anger me
i take it out on myself
slash slash
but dont dispear
i will heal
but the words keep coming

thanks matt for unbloking me and i think we are still friends but yea miusses u lots

im surpressed
by the dark
it swallows me whole knowing
it will win
it takes control over me
covering my pain
so it is not pacing in my mind
without a purpose
when it is control it goes deep
it cuts without a sound
making me bleed pain forever

i wrote this bout an hour ago

life is great i have great boyfriend and great friends tht will stand by my side through thick and thin i love u guys!!