About this user
msn : krystal_ilys.you.more.than.cornflakes@hotmail.com
HEYY PEEPS!! Im KRYSTAL (=. 15 years.
♥JOSHEEBABY♥ i love youuu bubs.
T_T ..... R.I.P kenny.
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im F.I.N.E...........
-fucked up
-insecure
-neglected
-emotional
=] *smiles*
so how are you?
*song at the moment* goodbye - secondhand serenade
*FML*
I WROTE THIS COS IVE LOST EVERTHING THAT I CARED MOST ABOUT
my true feelings are hidden inside a picture perfect frame
when theres no one left worth convincing
i give into my selfish ways
all to watch blood run down my ankles
like dripping water manes
rose pedals of a liquidy red
cover over my feet
when i stop to think about what im doing to everyone who still believes in me
i just start cutting deeper to slow my hearts weeps
lifes still pointless
living still seems a mistake
nothing i ever do is good enough
smiling always feels fake
just by being in this hated fucking place
i manage to hurt everybody i hold dear
i find myself always lying to the only people who keep me alive
i despise what ive become
how could i possibly get any closer to dying
with my body turned so cold and my thoughts now sickening
in my heart i know im already dead
□MY VEINS THEYVE BECOME A MAP□
□LIFES LIFELESS IF UVE NEVER LIVED□
I WROTE THIS FOR ANOTHER BEST FRIEND...(pleese i meen no offence by the first sentence i dont say stuff like that)
for...(sorry cant say the name)
i love you like fat kids love mcdonalds
i think about you almost as much as my hair
when your around
it feels like the beating in my chest is still there
when we're alone
i get so scared
overwhwelmed with thoughts but to scared to talk
because of you i feel my lifes been spared
when i was slowly falling into what felt like my grave
i needed someone anyone to care
so i opened up to you and you actually listened
that kind of warmness it puts inside me is rare
when we hug its like
yesterdays pain isnt real
when you compliment me
my dark sky turns to teal
seeing you hurt
pierces like a needle through my heart
then i punish myself
and we end up back at the start
when i dissapoint you
i want to die
i dont deserve you attention
and it bleeds my skin dry
i know i dont show it as such
but i love you so so much.
MY FRIENDS ARE THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT. THEYRE WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE
□WHAT DID OU THINK THE BRACLETS WERE FOR□(i didnt make that one up i saw it on a video.... so sweet xD)
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
║╩╣║║║║║ page if you support
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ emos!
an if u dnt like it well im sure youll get over it. ily(=...
□SOMEONES CUT OPEN MY TUMMY STOLEN MY INSIDES AND REPLACED THEM WITH BUTTERFLYS□
end this life now
dig away at my wrist
everything else is pointless
go ahead i insist
im bored NOW IM TYPING IN CAPS now im smiling im not typing in caps anymore oR aM i?? thats funny it looks like the R is backwards cos its next 2 a small o hmmm well this is no fun I FEEL LIKE STABBING SOME1 ohhohh i typed in caps again (= (hav fun reading this btw)
□♥NOTHING TAKES THE PAIN AWAY LIKE THE PAIN ITSELF BUT ITS STILL TO PAINFUL TO IGNORE♥□
put this sword on your profile if you have ever felt
.......*.......
....../ \abused
......| |worthless
......| |hated
......| |despised
......| |heart broken
......| |as though you are nothing
......| |not needed
......| |not wanted
......| |confined
......| |unloved
___|.|___suicidal
------[|]used
------[|]disappointed
------[|]as though no one cares for you
□CUTTING HURTS BUT NOT CUTTING HURTS EVEN MORE□
Hometown
SYDNEY!! (= cool bannanas.
Country
Australia
Interests
BEING DRUNK so i dnt hav to face REALITY, musik, FIXING MY HAIR, and i reely LOVE being around friends cos they make me feel safe...but then alot of the time I JST WANT TO BE ALONE so i dnt hav to talk to pple so i AVOID going places or jst say im busy all the time ='(
