Skydancer The First

Dear M. I pray you forgive me someday ;'( I really truly am sorry for what I did but it wasn't malicious; it was a mistake in judgment. I wouldn't still be here if what they said about me was true.

As of Feb 9, 2012, I am still here waiting for you.

Dear M. I pray you forgive me someday ;'( I really truly am sorry for what I did but it wasn't malicious; it was a mistake in judgment. I wouldn't still be here if what they said about me was true.

As of Jan 10, 2012, I am still here waiting for you.

Like I said, I've only told this to one other person but when I heard about her death, even though I had never even heard of her before and had no connection to her, I broke down and literally cried like a baby. Great, gasping, audible sobs and cries. I had to go into my bedroom at least a dozen times the first day and several times through the third day before I could stop crying, to bury my head in my pillow so nobody would hear me crying.

I've only told this to 1 other person & I would be VERY unhappy if most of the people in my life found out aout it, but the death of 9-year-old Christina Taylor Green on Jan 8, 2011 affected me VERY deeply.

Having been born on 9/11/2001, she was a symbol of hope for our country in a time of deep fear & despair. But things went wrong. Our country went in the very, very, wrong direction. We became fearful, hateful, gun-loving, prejudiced & when Christina died, the hope died. The dream died.

Think about it M. When you made me an admin of your blog, you trusted me. You shouldn't have, but you did. That scared me (for you) because I thought you were mature enuf to protect yourself on the internet & that gave me 2nd thoughts but I think it's because you knew in your heart that I wasn't dangerous. I was an admin on your blog for a while & I never took advantage of that. If I were what they say I am, don't you think I would have used that trust to try & take advantage of you?

Dear M. I pray you forgive me someday ;'( I really truly am sorry for what I did but it wasn't malicious; it was a mistake in judgment. I wouldn't still be here if what they said about me was true.

As of Christmas 2011, I am still here waiting for you.