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"I let it all fall. You were found living with the wild ones."
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"I let it all fall. You were found living with the wild ones."
Yesterday I went down to Barwell and had simply the most amazing day with Katherine McGrail - Paddywakno1 - who owns and rides the most beautiful, beautiful string of Welsh Section A showponies (and a Dartmoor and Section B), some of whom she owns, and others owned by Michelle & Katie who were so so kind and allowed me to ride them.
I cannot explain how lifted I feel by that day, because it completely reignited my sense of ambition and we just had so much fun, rode wonderful ponies, took beautiful film, and it was simply a perfect day! Considering that I have only ridden 3 times since the end of October, it felt so amazing, so liberating, to be riding and enjoying myself once again!
Katherine is in the pink hoodie, and I am in the khaki gilet and beige johdpurs.
Cocoa is the only 'real' sized horse in the video, and she is the gorgeous bay who I'm jumping, and she's lovely, so careful, forgiving, honest, straight-forward, experienced; such a lovely horse!
Tess is the tiny brighter bay pony, and is simply so much fun, an absolute pleasure to ride; really switched on and engaged and powerful and just gives you such a lovely feeling!
Flash is the tiny black pony who knows his job inside out and is a really smart little pony and just gives you a wonderful feeling and has enormous presence and is absolutely gorgeous!
Jaykay is the stunning grey pony, more 'fondly' referred to as a little white Nazi pony as he's simply such a little terror; unbelievably switched on and sharp and absolutely oozes in presence and quality, and equally in arrogance and attitude, but will be absolutely phenomenal!
I am so immeasurably grateful to Katherine for spending the day with me, and to Michelle & Katie for letting me ride their beautiful horses. I cannot even explain to the extent at which I enjoyed myself, and I really felt an overwhelming sense that this is what I love in life!
I also met so many lovely people, and caught up with some familiar faces, which is always lovely!
Unfortunate news, on the other hand, is that Otter is out of work after injuring himself in the field when he skidded after an enormous buck. All we can hope is that when the vet visits tomorrow, we will have a positive outcome and a sense of when we will be back on track!
Lots of love,
AmmerettoEmmaLuP
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In terms of personal life,
So I feel as if I have drifted further and farther away from my youtube because so, so much has happened over the last few weeks and months.
I cannot remember exactly where I left off from with my last video, and I know some of you probably aren't aware of the situation in recent months, but essentially, I am completely out of hospital now and I am now at home, and I am receiving treatment and recovering from home with the amazing support of all of my wonderful family, and incredible friends, and with a brilliant medical & emotional support who are helping me to recover my life.
I feel very passionately that more people need to be aware and to understand the severity and the implications that follow, when you fall into the grips of an illness like this, because there seems to be an enormous misconception that it is merely an episodical period of your life, where you decline then stabilise then recover, when the reality is far more complex. It is very easy to, to all appearances, make a stunning recovery. You may be able to turn the functions of your everyday life around and portray this sense of utter normality, but recovering is not so simple or consistent or predictable as that. In fact, it is a continuously wavering, unstable, volatile, changeable, unpredictable irregularity of an existence, and so often people assume that you can emerge the other side of this sort of illness with a clean-sweepen recovery, but that is not the case. It's not to say that there aren't moments of wonder, moments of an over-whelming sense of closure and normality and forward-motion, and it's not to say that every struggle is not worth it, because it is, and for every dark submerge, there is light coming, and honestly, it is, and always will be worth it. I am making progress everyday, I am fighting my way back, and I won't plateau before the end, because I can assure you that having experienced the implications of how my life has since been altered, there is nothing I desire more than the life I used to have, and I will get there. As will every other beautiful person out there who perhaps believes they won't have the strength to, but you will. You will have it all in time.
Lots of love,
Emma Louise Pudge
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"I let it all fall. You were found living with the wild ones."
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"I let it all fall. You were found living with the wild ones."
Yesterday I went down to Barwell and had simply the most amazing day with Katherine McGrail - Paddywakno1 - who owns and rides the most beautiful, beautiful string of Welsh Section A showponies (and a Dartmoor and Section B), some of whom she owns, and others owned by Michelle & Katie who were so so kind and allowed me to ride them.
I cannot explain how lifted I feel by that day, because it completely reignited my sense of ambition and we just had so much fun, rode wonderful ponies, took beautiful film, and it was simply a perfect day! Considering that I have only ridden 3 times since the end of October, it felt so amazing, so liberating, to be riding and enjoying myself once again!
Katherine is in the pink hoodie, and I am in the khaki gilet and beige johdpurs.
Cocoa is the only 'real' sized horse in the video, and she is the gorgeous bay who I'm jumping, and she's lovely, so careful, forgiving, honest, straight-forward, experienced; such a lovely horse!
Tess is the tiny brighter bay pony, and is simply so much fun, an absolute pleasure to ride; really switched on and engaged and powerful and just gives you such a lovely feeling!
Flash is the tiny black pony who knows his job inside out and is a really smart little pony and just gives you a wonderful feeling and has enormous presence and is absolutely gorgeous!
Jaykay is the stunning grey pony, more 'fondly' referred to as a little white Nazi pony as he's simply such a little terror; unbelievably switched on and sharp and absolutely oozes in presence and quality, and equally in arrogance and attitude, but will be absolutely phenomenal!
I am so immeasurably grateful to Katherine for spending the day with me, and to Michelle & Katie for letting me ride their beautiful horses. I cannot even explain to the extent at which I enjoyed myself, and I really felt an overwhelming sense that this is what I love in life!
I also met so many lovely people, and caught up with some familiar faces, which is always lovely!
Unfortunate news, on the other hand, is that Otter is out of work after injuring himself in the field when he skidded after an enormous buck. All we can hope is that when the vet visits tomorrow, we will have a positive outcome and a sense of when we will be back on track!
Lots of love,
AmmerettoEmmaLuP
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In terms of personal life,
So I feel as if I have drifted further and farther away from my youtube because so, so much has happened over the last few weeks and months.
I cannot remember exactly where I left off from with my last video, and I know some of you probably aren't aware of the situation in recent months, but essentially, I am completely out of hospital now and I am now at home, and I am receiving treatment and recovering from home with the amazing support of all of my wonderful family, and incredible friends, and with a brilliant medical & emotional support who are helping me to recover my life.
I feel very passionately that more people need to be aware and to understand the severity and the implications that follow, when you fall into the grips of an illness like this, because there seems to be an enormous misconception that it is merely an episodical period of your life, where you decline then stabilise then recover, when the reality is far more complex. It is very easy to, to all appearances, make a stunning recovery. You may be able to turn the functions of your everyday life around and portray this sense of utter normality, but recovering is not so simple or consistent or predictable as that. In fact, it is a continuously wavering, unstable, volatile, changeable, unpredictable irregularity of an existence, and so often people assume that you can emerge the other side of this sort of illness with a clean-sweepen recovery, but that is not the case. It's not to say that there aren't moments of wonder, moments of an over-whelming sense of closure and normality and forward-motion, and it's not to say that every struggle is not worth it, because it is, and for every dark submerge, there is light coming, and honestly, it is, and always will be worth it. I am making progress everyday, I am fighting my way back, and I won't plateau before the end, because I can assure you that having experienced the implications of how my life has since been altered, there is nothing I desire more than the life I used to have, and I will get there. As will every other beautiful person out there who perhaps believes they won't have the strength to, but you will. You will have it all in time.
Lots of love,
Emma Louise Pudge
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