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wish I could tell you, the way I've always felt.
But that's just not possible, with the cards that I've been dealt.
You only want to be friends, that's it nothing more.
Yet everytime I see you, my heart just hits the floor.
You told me once, that we couldn't be.
Now everytime I lie to you, I try to make you see.
I told you I wrote a poem, you asked who it was to.
I said it's for the girl I like, can't you see that it's for you?
"So who's this mystery girl?,"This unknown jane doe?"
On the inside I want to say it's you, instead I say you'll never know.
I want so badly to tell you, to let it all out but,
It would cause a rift in our firendship, something I can't let happen no matter what.
Seeing you with him, is putting me through a trial;
But I'll let it go on and tear my hear apart, because I know he makes you smile.
You see I've tried so hard to make you see,
That without you, there's no reason for me.
So on the outside if you ask, I guess I'll keep on lying.
Even if inside myself my heart is slowly dying
Age
21
Country
United States
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