About this user
♫Gender: Female♫
♫Relationship Status: In a relationship♫
♫Religious Veiws: Kira. lol i really dont think about it♫
♫Birthday: October 29♫
♫Height: 6 feet♫
♫Hair Color: Red-Brown♫
♫Eye Color: Dark Brown♫
♫Family Users: nivek2kevin - toddyjenkins - tdjenkins62♫
I have found a new friend that i thought i would never meet, she has made me the happiest i have ever felt and gave me strength to stand. DINDA MEYLINDA is the most amazing person I have ever met. i wish i could find words to describe how important she has made me feel, but i know that i can always smile when i think of all the things that she has said to bring me up from the mess ive gotten myself in. she is my angel, my gaurdian angel. i couldnt wish for a better friend because i have found the best out of the world. I have never met her face to face before but if i did i know we would make the best of friends and spend everyday we could, just hanging out, making eachother laugh and smile when where sad and make eachother happier when we are already happy. ive have found my best friend, and she is what i need to keep going. Thank you Dinda.
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i always seem to find a way to ruin everything
ive been told im not good enough.
been told that i could do better,
even though im already doing my best.
ive been kicked while i was down
lost the one i love because of a horrible secrete
when i think its enough.
things get worse.
when i think
i cant screw something up anymore than i already have.
i always do.
why?
i am dead
yet still i breath
why god,
have you done this to me?
this is the end
and so ill pretend
i am the pretender
i should surrender
stiff and shaking
afraid to turn around
afraid of what is there
i cannot scream
to weak to fight
my lips tremble
as safe day
turns to danger at night
Soul Caliber 3: level 75 swordmaster
The sun has always risin.
the sun has always set.
but because it happens everyday,
some will never see it.
i take a deep breath and hold it in,
you see how this has been.
i close my eyes and hope to see,
the day you might return to me.
but the world is still turning
our love is still burning,
but im still alone
sitting by the river
skipping stone after stone
the cold breeze makes me shiver.
i hear something in the distance
and im so glad i didn't miss this
it was you coming back to me
my heart is beating and im so happy.
slowly i release the breath i took in the begining
sadly you came to say that it was ending
my world has fallen to peices and i cry,
you gave me a kiss and left with a goodbye.
i was so foolish to think i loved you
although your gone i know it was true
because i do not feel my heart beating
cause my heart is with you
how come it takes so much to build someone up to love you, when the smallest thing can take them dowm to hate you?
its my instinct, your sad and i love you, so i put aside everything else until i know you are happy. its just how i am.
if you cant stand the way this place is, take yourself to higher places.
i dont hate you but i just wanna save you while there is still something left to save.
i never thought you would leave my here, lying all alone. the tears come out with a cry, and no matter how much i talk to you, i'll never get a reply.
dont let someone tell you your no one.
hey, its gonna be ok. hey, we're gonne laugh at this one day.
your never concerned with acceptance. we are all desperately seeking out and fitting in with anyone who will accept us. not you, odd one.
you live your life in your head, some call it imagination. but i'd rather focus instead on anything except what im feeling.
if im a danger to myself, just think what i could do to you.
just put on a smile and pretend you dont feel like your world is ending. simple, right?
Interests
love watching and drawing anime, i love writing. getting my imagination out and being able to look through my thoughts again makes me feel organized. lol. i love listening to music (see rediculously long list of SOME of the bands i like below).