I don't think that really has anything to do with it, if it was just me then maybe there's a case for that but there was something going about and I caught it. But I've got some medication now and they are starting to kick in so I'm getting there slowly thanks, hoping to resume uploads tomorrow but if I don't then it's no biggie.

There was a tribute video, a shoutout video and not forgetting the birthday video, he only made that so that I could still be a subscriber, he only used them as bait to suck me in rather than out of geniune kindness, when he made that birthday video I thought it was the sweetest gesture I could ever think of, now it looks like a plot to keep me on board, he never meant a fucking word of goodness he said to me and I know that now and his recent antics of ignoring me and not returning my messages prove it.

Good to have you back matey, I'm doing okay thanks, just perplexed by recent events that's all. Yeah I now know everything about him was the truth after all and unlike the last one back in April which you are right completely destroyed me this time I'm just going to keep it level headed and get on with it. I just have to accept the fact that punk kid is a cunt and that he doesn't have a caring bone in his body. Honestly Seb he better count his lucky stars he's in another country because I would honestly rip out his spine if I saw him personally.

Thanks. :) Happy Christmas to you too. :) Best Wishes. :)

Thanks mate and happy Christmas to you too.

Have a great Christmas Seb. I will drink an internet toast to you tomorrow night. All the best for the New Year as well.

Same to you dude, don't get too drunk now you hear? =)

Merry Christmas to you too Seb. Hope it's a good one for you and your family.

Thanks for subscribing to my channel, I hope you enjoy my videos and insight on retro gaming, cheers = )

Hiya Seb, I'm okay thanks, you know how it goes, you're good one day and feel like piss the next, it happens, it's all part of real life, it has a very fine way of crushing ambition. I'm totally over what happend back in April when I was in my worst state of mind, I'm way over that, that's history and all, but it stil doesn't change that I still have problems in my life and of course you get new ones piled on top of it but I'll manage, I always do. =)