i'm Loosing my Faith..My Hope....i'm Afraid as i never was..Of Loneliness..Summer Gets Closer and Closer..Whispering to me..calling my name.."Come Aladin....come to Suffer"...How will i Spend it all again ?..How could i Survive through All those Long Days..How i'm ever Gonna Smile..i cry now..silently..but no one sees my Tears..no one Notices me..Am i that Invisible ?..Am i That Worthless ?....what Should i ever do to Smile..to be Happy ?..tell me please.....i cant take it anymore..i'm so Tiered of this..of Pain..i'm So Afraid..so Scared..My Heart Trembles when thinking of it..of all the coming Long Dark Days..Of the Horrible Emptiness inside me..of the Crowded Tears which doesnt find a Release.....And the Only Out Way.....Remains Suicide.