Sam[:

and i try hard.
i try so hard not to think about you leaving.
i try so hard not to think about how there is going to be a big part of me missing.
Nothing is going to be the same without you here.
When you're gone, I won't be as happy. I won't smile for random reasons when i look at you.
I won't smile at school, because i know you won't be there.
No more waiting in the mornings for you to come.
No use in waking up, and looking extra pretty for you.
So, I cherish the decreasing days i have with you because i know that you will soon be gone.
I basically won't have anything to look forward to in the future, because you aren't going to be there.
just please, please don't forget me.
i love you

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