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so proud of u kimmie! and so happy u got away from that asshole orion mims who u were dating years ago!!! he wuz an abusive piece of garbage!!!

dear peter,

i had it all with u.

no one ever loved or cared for me the way u did.

and i made a choice.

the wrong choice.

i chose my job over u.

so many other things i could have done.

but i realize now there's only 1 u.

i pretend to be happy and not miss u when my family is around.

when i'm a...

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even though I am quite the total opposite of "never straying too far from the sidewalk", i can't help but think of the normal life i COULD have had... i've let too many good men slip away because of my sh!t. god, i hate myself sometimes. will I ever learn???

"Nothing in America is free."

"Love is."

Frank, this one is for you. I heard about all of your recent success and I'm happy for you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. Sometimes we don't realize what we have until it's gone. I learned this the hard way :(