It seems like he is saying he is fine b/c he doesn't want to worry his friends or is afraid of how people will see him when his true emotions come out. And yet he still has that inner desire to let people know how he really feels.
I wish people would quit insulting each other and just listen to the damn song. Its pretty bad when you cant listen to a Tool song on here without people either people dick riding Maynard waaaay too much or people arguing over meanings. Dude, music is art and art is open to interpretation. deal...
Its a love song and a christian song. There is everyone happy now just listen!!!!