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Tips to prepare for Hurricane Irene August 27, 2011 realzeal85 57 views How to fill a water container for the hurricane, DIY "bottled" water
ZMed2 realzeal85 40 views
realzeal85's webcam video December 13, 2010, 10:57 AM realzeal85 163 views Finally an update- Recovery! December 13, 2010
Ended up in the ER...they're sending my IP realzeal85 1,791 views just watch
zealia failed the php eval realzeal85 189 views fucked up enough to fail a php eval? i'm really angry in this video, and it could be triggering to some people....i talk about giving up on recovery.
Partial Hospitalization and amenorrhea May 03, 2009 realzeal85 1,586 views doing Partial Hospitalization for the summer ?(and scared) and amenorrhea concerns (my periods have stopped)
happy for a change.... realzeal85 95 views Im not on speed...I had three venti coffees by noon....yikes. HYPER!!! Oh, and I got cut off that last sentence....my treatment team wants me to go partial hospitalization ...
part 2 of 2....day before easter... realzeal85 33 views I'm a scatterbrained idiot...this video makes no logical sense...if you can figure out what i am talking about, will you write me to let me know, cause I have no clue.....
Day before Easter part 1 of 2 realzeal85 114 views Part 1 of 2....I'm getting my dogs, I feel sick...out patient therapy....yeah,,,,,
better ED/life update realzeal85 81 views oh my, that last video was dreadful! Here, this is the same thing, just made so you can hear it. lol.

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Hi, Im new to youtube so I am just learning the ropes of it...I think making vblogs might help me in my recovery.

I am Christian. I have struggled with anorexia, purging subtype for many years...about 9? I went to Remuda Ranch two years ago and that saved my life. I still don't feel like i life in the fullness of recovery that I want to. I have been having a lot of slips lately and even though I am maintaining a normal and healthy weight I am afraid I'm starting to relapse. I am trying to fight this desperately.

Other things about me" I have recovered from self harm...its been 2 years and 3 weeks since i last cut myself :) I'm a recovered meat eater. Im pro-vegan but wont force my ideas on amyone (particularly those with EDs.) I'm into animals rights, art, reading, writing, church, volunteering, coffee,etc.

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