Hope

I'm 32 years old. I have been transgendered my whole life. I have dealt with years of anxiety and depression issues as a result. I have spent most of my life heavily medicated. In the past few years I have been getting off all my medications and trying to deal with being trans. I was married for 13 years, had three great step kids, and a grandson. My wife has just recently left me because of my deciding to come out and deal with these issues. I have just recently came out to all my family, joined several groups, and even found my self a gender doctor. I am not on horomones or anything but am possibly considering them soon. Since I don't "pass" very well. I don't really try to. I kind of associate with just being androgynous right now and find myself stuck in the middle right now. So how I look from day to day varies a lot depending on just how I feel when I get up. I am thinking of starting videos soon as a way of journaling my progress and as a way to just kill time ^_~

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