pedalsoflove - agreed.

i made my videos for the purpose of seeing 'me' as who/what i've accepted and allowed myself to be and become.
it was a tool i decided to use -and i did. it was cool because most people, just like i did, have a perception/idea of themselves in their mind. seeing 'who you are'/who you've become gives another perspective and allows for real change.
i haven't made any for some months now -focusing more on practical every day/every moment living.
i will do some more when i see it as assisting.

so, your videos are about what? finding yourself?

if you have to find yourself, then YOU do not exist and YOU can not exist.

Hi, good to meet ya

Bella,

I just stopped by to thank you for the sub, and I noticed, you have some interesting videos yourself. Here, have a sub.

-Paul

interesting.
no need for apologies btw.
i too was 'addicted' to 'inner space' (without the lsd) until i saw that the outer only reflects the inner.
my addiction was more an attempt to escape the world - actually: to avoid facing myself as everything i've allowed myself to be and become - looking for some profound experience instead that would make me feel special/better about myself.

the combination of lysergic and addict, are intentionally contradictory, as LSD is not typically an addictive substance. Its just supposed to imply Im addicted to inner space. About my comment on masturbation, I was just pointing out that there are some practices that are probably exempt from the argument, I am all for the celibate path. I was merely trying to point out that the video did not encompass the entire spectrum of the subject, but I suppose that it pointless, as those who are knowledgeable of such a practice, probably do not need outer assistance. So I apologize for voicing my opinion where it was unwarranted and most likely pointless.

justpoolman you are a scam
it seems you would do anything to have 'devotees'
i am not buying your shit

oh my faithful follower.

devoted you are to me your scourge

it is not wise to be extreme rebel
it is not wise to be extreme conformist
it i wise to balance
like the balance that holds the solar SYSTEM

(no insult or harm intended just understanding)

peace

why would you stop the constuct of the mind consciousness
system
it took thousands of years
billions of human beings
the sufferings, the pains, the hungers and all the hardships
and now folks like you stand up to change it all
out of that system came this computer, cars, medicine, good people,
AND you and me
it is not perfect but it is evolving and good people are working daily to make the mind consciousness system better
folks like you are are trying use shovel to remove this great mountain
what i see is escapism