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May 25, 2011

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Hellll!! I am in Hell!!

United States

student \ writer

that place where the people who couldnt do things for themselves go to teach others how to do it

Ive been through depression and I know how damaging being different from the world, or what the world wants you to be, can be. when I was younger, all I wanted was to be like everyone else..well..no not really, I just wanted people to accept my persona just as they would anyone elses's but that was my illusion, I found my answer to depression. I enjoy difference, and I think I can teach you to as well. Ive been a dark emo from birth, and Ive had sixteen years to learn experience with tribulation. I know how lonlieness can hurt. It is the price of being your truest self. lack of friends that you can relate to, when you realize that you hate most people you know simply because they can never understand. I have always been bisexual...ah ..no, Im GAY., but im only recently coming out. people held me back. you musnt conform to what people want you to be. Im always available as a listener, Ive seen depression's eyes, and I found my way back, but I couldnt have done it without a friend, I can be a friend. send a message if you ever need advice, or a shoulder to cry on. I will listen. we are all born different, special and unique, avoid the masses, acceptance is word that can destroy you, It isnt something that should be sought, someone will always accept you for you. embrace your differance, It can set you free. Im bored with the illusion of society. I need help to fix the world. it isnt a one man job. stand with me, and bring it back, I love conversation with people who figured out lifes puzzle.

The Godfather, Cabaret, Casablanca, Pulp Fiction, A Clockwork orange, My Own Private Idaho, The Nightmare before Christmas, A Streetcar named Desire, Natural Born Killers, The Shawshank Redemption, Goodfellas, The Rocky Horror Picture Show

Luciano Pavarotti, Bob Dylan, The Velvet Underground, Frank Sinatra, Simon and Garfunkel, Dean Martin, the Beatles, Billie Holiday, Billy Joel, Ella Fitzgerald, Marvin Gaye, Louis Armstrong, David Bowie, Elvis Presley, Fleetwood Mac, Neil Young, Joni Mitchell, Tom Waits, The Grateful Dead, Country Joe and the Fish, Elton John, Arlo Guthrie, The Doors, Janis Joplin, Pink Floyd, Jefferson Airplane,Howlin Wolf, BB King, Buddy Guy, Jimi Hendrix

War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy, A clockwork orange by Anthony Burgess, The sun also rises by Ernest Hemingway, The Divine Comedy (Hell only) by Dante Alighieri, Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain, The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, In Cold Blood by Truman Capote, the catcher in the rye, by J.D. Salinger