perfectlystarving's Channel

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About perfectlystarving's channel

I'm getting a lot of requests in the comments section of my videos and in my inbox from girls who emulate me and want tips. ARE YOU INSANE?!?!? Do you really think this is glamourous? You really want to live your life through scales and tape measures? Hurt everyone you care about? Get so small that you can't buy clothes anymore, but not ever see anything but fat and flab?

Its not just some quick fix, fad diet. This "lifestyle" is a deadly, dangerous, disgusting disease. So, why upload the videos? I didn't feel I had a choice.

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perfectlystarving

Latest Activity

Oct 20, 2006

Date Joined

Oct 20, 2006

About this user

I'm trying to be perfect, but I don't think I ever will be. I make myself ill in a desperate attempt to conform to the image society and the media protray as the perfect one. I have an eating disorder, I have low self-esteem, I have a whole list of demons to taunt myself with.
I hide my true self from even my closest friends so I don't hurt them. I am alone and scared, but I have made it that way and it has to stay this way.
I don't cut, but I am fascinated by it.
I try to never judge people before I have spent enough time with them to make an educated decision and I expect people to show me that same courtesy. However, the world is a cruel and heartless place. I know that will never happen.

Age

Hometown

London

Country

United Kingdom

Occupation

Analytical chemist

Interests

scales, calories, diet, exercise, tape measures, razor blades

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