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Vids here will mostly be about my experiences with severe depression, BPD, social phobia, anxiety and other related mental illnesses (although my dog Zeke loves a bit of attention at times).
I was diagnosed with the above mentioned when i was 14, except for BPD which was diagnosed in 2006 and reconfirmed in 2007.
I make these video's to try and help myself overcome some fears, to vent, and also to hopefully help others to see they aren't alone and what it's like to suffer from a mental illness.
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I was diagnosed with the above mentioned when i was 14, except for BPD which was diagnosed in 2006 and reconfirmed in 2007.
I make these video's to try and help myself overcome some fears, to vent, and also to hopefully help others to see they aren't alone and what it's like to suffer from a mental illness.
HATERS NOT WELCOME. YOU WILL BE IGNORED!
About Me:
*I get jealous very easily - But I'm learning how to use a wise mind, which consists of using emotional mind AND rational mind. Instead of just using emotional mind.
*I often have mood swings. I can be fine 1 minute then in tears the next - But I'm trying to put new coping methods into practice.
*I have anger problems - But I'm working on it and try to think before I act now.
*It can take me ages to get over something or someone that has hurt me - But I know learning to accept things and people as they are is the first step to moving on.
*I feel alone a lot - But I know I'm not alone - Matthew 28:20
*I have a very low self esteem - But I know God loves me for who I am. And maybe one day I'll feel more confident.
*I am stubborn - But this can work in my favor cause I don't give up easily.
*I can be very competitive - But winning isn't everything.
*I sometimes have suicidal thoughts - But I try to think of those that love me before myself. Thoughts and actions are two different things.
*I sometimes deliberately harm myself - But I haven't cut for a few months, and I use other ways to cope now.
*I have been addicted to illegal & prescription drugs - But I know they only make me feel worse in the long run. I don't want to be a slave to addiction, and trust that God has something better for me.
*I often can't concentrate & get frustrated quickly - But I get by and I know I'm too hard on myself.
*My thoughts are a jumbled mess - But there IS order in what seems like chaos.
*I am stressed & anxious a lot - But I know God has everything under control. It's just hard to remember that at times.
*I can be very clingy - But I am also fairly independent too.
*I am not easily motivated - But that has all started changing and I have a plan for my life now.
*I take things personally - But I am able to bring logic into my thinking.
*I can be extremely annoying - But I'm human. Aren't we all annoying at times?!
*I complain a lot - But I am finding more things to be grateful for lately.
*I am use to acting I am ok - But it's ok if I show otherwise. Emotions are normal.
*I'm messy & disorganised - But it's not the end of the world, and everyone has flaws.
*I can be a perfectionist - But I know most things can never be entirely perfect in this world.
*I am honest, creative, friendly, caring, & empathic - It's hard sometimes to see the good in myself.
Hometown:
NSW
Country:
Australia
Interests:
Photography, Singing, Dancing, TV, Movies, Traveling, Psychology, Computers/Internet
Movies:
MOVIES: Thrillers, Horror and Suspense movies are my Fav. Also love quirky comedies. TV: Jersey Shore, True Blood, The Vampire Diaries, American Horror Story, The Wedge, Flight Of The Conchords, Grey's Anatomy, House, The Office (US VERSION) Most reality TV shows!
Music:
Rap, HipHop, RnB mainly. Reggae, Some House/Dance/Trance music. Rock. Love anything I can sing or dance to.I have a wide range of music that I like.
Books:
Don't really do books now. I use to read heaps of thriller novels. But can't concentrate enough 2 read anymore. But I do recommend Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel. A true story about depression etc that i can relate to a lot. Also love The Sacred Diary of Adrian Plass Aged 37 1/2. Well all of his books i've read have been Great!And the Best book...The Bible.
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Hope things are looking up for you, truley. It's good,if you're lucky enough, to have support from family and friends. Peace.
anyways, you should make some more vids, girl!!!!!
:)
--Jacki