Bismillahir Rahmaanir Raheem

Doesnt my death only come once in my life so why not make its ending my martrydom

And they say, "Be Jews or Christians, then you will be guided." Say (to them, O Muhammad Peace be upon him ), "Nay, (We follow) only the Millat of Ibrahim (Abraham), Hanifa [Islamic Monotheism, i.e. to worship none but Allah (Alone)], and he was not of Al-Mushrikun (those who worshipped others along with Allah - see V.2:105)."
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March forth, whether you are light (being healthy, young and wealthy) or heavy (being ill, old and poor), strive hard with your wealth and your lives in the Cause of Allah. This is better for you, if you but knew. 9;41

Ibn Jarir saidHiban bin Zayd Ash Sharabi narrated " We mobilized our force with Safwan bin Amr , who was the governor of Hims towards the city of Ephos appionted to Jerajima Christains expatriates ( in Syria ) I saw among the army an old man, yet active whose eyebrows had sunk over his eyes , from the residence of Damascus, riding on his animal. I said to him " O Uncle ALLAH has given you an excuse to lag behind, He said O my newhew ALLAH has mobilized us whether we are light or heavy. Verily those whom ALLAH loves, He test them . Then to ALLAH is their return and eternal dwelling. ALLAH test from HIs servants whoever thanks Him and observes patience and rememberance of Him , all the while worshipping none else.
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And make ready against them all you can of power, including steeds of war (tanks, planes, missiles, artillery, etc.) to threaten the enemy of Allah and your enemy, and others besides whom, you may not know but whom Allah does know. And whatever you shall spend in the Cause of Allah shall be repaid unto you, and you shall not be treated unjustly.. 8:60
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And indeed We bestowed upon Luqman Al-Hikmah (wisdom and religious understanding, etc.) saying: "Give thanks to Allah," and whoever gives thanks, he gives thanks for (the good of) his ownself. And whoever is unthankful, then verily, Allah is All-Rich (Free of all wants), Worthy of all praise.31:12

"O my son! Aqim-is-Salat (perform As-Salat), enjoin (people) for Al-Ma'ruf (Islamic Monotheism and all that is good), and forbid (people) from Al-Munkar (i.e. disbelief in the Oneness of Allah, polytheism of all kinds and all that is evil and bad), and bear with patience whatever befall you. Verily! These are some of the important commandments ordered by Allah with no exemption.31:17

And whosoever submits his face (himself) to Allah [i.e.(follows Allah's Religion of Islamic Monotheism), worships Allah (Alone) with sincere Faith in the (1) Oneness of His Lordship,(2) Oneness of His worship, and (3) Oneness of His Names and Qualities], while he is a Muhsin (good-doer i.e. performs good deeds totally for Allah's sake without any show-off or to gain praise or fame etc. and does them in accordance with the Sunnah of Allah's Messenger Muhammad SAW), then he has grasped the most trustworthy hand-hold [La ilaha ill-Allah (none has the right to be worshipped but Allah)]. And to Allah return all matters for decision. 31:22

Verily, Allah! With Him (Alone) is the knowledge of the Hour, He sends down the rain, and knows that which is in the wombs. No person knows what he will earn tomorrow, and no person knows in what land he will die. Verily, Allah is All-Knower, All-Aware (of things).31:34

My Lord! You have indeed bestowed on me of the sovereignty, and taught me the interpretation of dreams; The (only) Creator of the heavens and the earth! You are my Wali (Protector, Helper, Supporter, Guardian, etc.) in this world and in the Hereafter, cause me to die as a Muslim (the one submitting to Your Will), and join me with the righteous." 12:101

Laa Ilahaa illaa Anta Subhannaka innii kuntu minaz zaalimiin
My Lord, I take refuge with You from asking You for anything about which I have no knowledge. If you do not forgive me and bestow mercy on me, I will be among the lost
I have hope in Allahs forgiveness
I have hope in Allahs mercy , Alhumduillah Rabililah Ameen

O my Lord! Build for me , in nearness to You , a mansion in the Garden, and save me from Pharoah and his doings, and save me from those that do wrong
66:11
ameen Rabil Alaimeen

searched subdued striving shaheed insha'Allah Alhumduillah Rabil Alaimeen