lately, i have had some time to look up a profound artist, Leonardo Davinci. This man was a genius. He must have worked on his drawings, paintings, sketches, writings, inventions, and more every day of his life. There was so much to this man, that it boggles the mind. What i found odd, was that the paintings he did with the Flying Saucers are not shown in the books about him and his works. I believe he did at least three of them. He really neeeds to be looked at in a new light, and not just for the Mona Lisa, or The Last Supper. He piqued my interest with the Flying Saucers. Glad I looked further.

Looking back, with hindsight of 20/20, I realize that my vital organs, suffered so much from the very heavy drinking I did over the one I loved, with abandon. I had the ability to love him with a Heavenly Energy. It came from somewhere in the depths of my soul, somewhere from The Core. I thought he was The One. He let me down so many times. He didn't love me back. I hoped to find someone new to fill up some of the void. Could never love another so deeply.
My energy wasted, spent, out there in the Universe. No Continuity, like Yin without Yang. I drank booze so heavily, trying to kill the pain, of missing a part of my soul, that I gave away to someone who didn't appreciate it. It came from the part of my soul, known as The Core, where The Life Force, is centered. I believe that the Heavenly Energy I gave to him, intended only for him, is out there in the Universe, and it will follow him the rest of his days. It can't let him forget. He too, will feel the Tormented,

I was blessed form the womb to have had a loving Aunt who was my Godmother too. She was always playing the old 78s and 331/3s of her favorite artists. She knew quality music. She would sing along too. We would have very happy days in her home. She loved Gospel too. This Elder was the biggest influence on who I became. Miss you Aunt Ru.

My music choices are quite varied. I am a moody kind of gal. So, music can either set the mood for me, or my choices will reflect my mood.