Almost on the porch. It was too smokey to be outside with the fires. You can see the porch through the window, though.

Lyrics:
I feel like shaking things up
And breaking them down
I'll get a hold on this now
If I were completely honest
I'd have to blame myself

I can't say I was had
By my own fix that went bad
I think I let myself down
While trying to hold it up
I pulled out my own rug

And I think the crowd was watching every mistake

Chorus:
Oh it's not what I thought
And what does it cost me now
I can't afford to lose
All that I lost
I never forgot the way down
I can't take another round
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

I feel like waking things up
Pull the curtains all out
I want to see for myself
I think that I
Got lost when

I taught myself not to look back
But I never got past
That I keep my head down
While trying to hold it up
I pulled out my own rug

And I think the crowd was watching every mistake

Bridge:
Concerning my limits
I seem to forget them
Preserving what fits in
By all means
To no end
Don't mind me I'll hold it up
Careful while I pull the rug (less info)