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I tend to drift in and out of the moving world, dabble in reality on the rare occasion, but more commonly find myself transfixed in an illusory fantasy. It isn't that the real world escapes me -- even with my head between miscellaneous constellations the soles of my shoes are perpetually planted to the earth, differentiating the fine line between ones dreams, and the actuality of genuine living. However, though I keep my private reality to myself, I prefer to see everything through a kaleidoscopes view. The ordinary and mundane images that fill our every day lives -- no matter how monotonous they may seem -- to me are continually sketched into a vivid shade of impeccable pigments, never to be immemorial or devalued, but appreciated as if it were the first time I had ever set sight on the world around me. I cling to that childlike gratefulness that we've all experienced, when everything is fresh, new and full of wonder. When we were grateful for the littlest of occurrences and couldn't bare to stay upset over the trivial roughs in life, alternatively letting problems go in the blink of an eye and becoming cheerful once again. Everything is so incredibly beautiful, so fascinating and captivating, tis a shame only a few are spoiled with the vision to see it all for what it is. We are all so much more than we can conceive, beings of light and entities born from love. Though our memories have been thieved and our focus has wavered to that of the insignificant trials society has heavied us with, at our core, in our subconscious, therein lies the key to our freedom. Can anyone other than myself understand the words that I speak? Or am I just an alien among the majority? Can anyone else feel their spirits more keenly than their physical bodies? Or are all of you weighed down by the superficial aspects of living? In reality, I can play the role of the chameleon. Blend in and be whoever the person I am with, needs me to be. I am a talent to the theatrical world, so to say, and have played many fabricated versions of myself to most everyone I've become acquainted with. But which one of those roles was the genuine person beneath? Only a small fragment of myself is given, the rest lays intact within my mind, only to rise outwards in the midst of solitude in which I enjoy so thoroughly. Though I don't believe life is based around romantics, I would like to find another being that I can give my spirit to, someone who is of the same species as I, someone who can see galaxies where others see nothing. Whether just a friend, or something grander, I want to experience a transcendental love that will strike me to my very core and shatter the facade that I'm so greatly accustomed to. I want to escape, away from this boxed life, and be without limit or restraint. To shed attachments as a serpent sheds its skin, and breathe in the air until I'm as light as a cloud, with depths of the sea. Above all else, I just want to be free. That's my dreamlike world, reality..but not quite so. Instead, I've constructed a world within a world, walking the same strides as everyone else, the only difference is how I take in my surroundings, breathing in the beauty and the catastrophe, tasting life on my pallet, and embracing passion within my soul. When you see me you may not be able to differentiate me from the rest, but look a little closer, and behind my eyes the stars are hiding. ..Let me witness the stars in your eyes as well, and together, we can run away from this place, until our running feet can fly.
Hometown
Currently in New Mexico
Country
United States
Occupation
Student
Interests
Writing, Philosophy, Introspection, Spirituality, Metaphysics, Animals, the environment, Helping others, Literate Roleplaying, Maturing my inner nerd, The Arts, Beauty in all things, Flaws, Films, Drawing, Nature, Learning new things, Diverse cultures, Astrology, Horoscope, Mythology, Morbidity, Graphic Designs, Photoshop, etc etc etc
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