i think at a certain point in depression, the "decision" to commit suicide is no longer a decision. it is difficult, maybe impossible to truly empathize with depression unless it has afflicted you, but there is a description in "Infinite Jest" where he illuminates the feeling; it's like being si...
truely heartbreaking to have lost him. Just read a passage in Infinite Jest where he is describing depression, clearly his depression and his suffering was so profound, all the more profound because of his ability to articulate it.
guilty pleasure!