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This is the thing that's been driving me crazy .... Jackson and Hazel should have kept Aaron out of it - they should have known with his previous problems with the law that he was much more at risk than Hazel. I know it's all for dramatic purposes, but it still makes me mad! I was feeling like I ...

People talk about how this story is being dragged out and how it is so depressing - true perhaps, but I'm still here! Just a testiment to how great these actors are, that it is worth getting sucked into their angst just to watch the subtle expressions of love, pain, sorrow and commitment.

What is very interesting is that Jackson is so much happier now - oddly, or not, now that he's got the cooperation of Hazel and especially Aaron on ending his life, he seems to have a new lease on it. Wish he could see that his smile, his spirit, his humor are enough for them!

@Joeyarhino1 Yeah - remember, JP had a Brokeback poster on his bedroom wall!

Loved how Hazel was so wise today in her talk with Jackson!

Also, doesn't it ever occur to Jackson that he'll be leaving his mom to face not only a lifetime of guilt, but probably jail as well?

@MrHatmandoo Me too - I couldn't believe he actually said that!

Well, here's a pretty big clue for you Hazel - Jackson would only say, "No" because he's not expecting to BE THERE for his brother!

Jackson wants to die because he sees himself as worthless - on the outside looking in and with nothing to give to anyone. He doesn't believe Aaron loves him - at least not without a lot of guilt and obligation mixed in. Sooooo, how do you convince someone that simply their presence in your life i...

Can't help feeling sorry for G in this episode - but he treats people so badly - even before he was really not very nice to Pavel. He hurt him over and over and then dumped him in a rotten way. Pavel slept with someone else because he was in serious pain - then G has the audacity to be so angry a...

@eduardoj92 I think Aaron knows exactly how Jackson feels. He has said that he knows Jackson has pushed him away to make things "easier" for Aaron. I think it's just been torturous for Aaron to be half in, half out of the relationship. Now he's finally told Flynn about Jackson and he's ready to m...

Who's this little bitch - not nearly good enough for our Adam!

This is getting much more interesting! Great scene between A & J - painful, sad, yet almost sweet.

@NxyDolli Agreed - I really never thought A & J made the best couple - though it was good for a short while, Flynn is much better matched with Aaron!

Seems to me DM is pretty open about discussing Aaron and Jackson's relationship - seems like a pretty cool young man to me. Aaron IMO is about as open in this relationship as he would be IRL. This little kiss goodbye is as demonstrative as he's ever been to anyone.

How hard could it be to JUST SAY "I love you and I love that you want to spend all your time with me. Just make sure to spend time with other people too - that would make me much happier."? This is purely painful to watch.

Poor Pavel! I don't know if I can stand to see the heartbreak that is sure to be coming his way. Such a sweetheart! How old do you think he is?

So these two used to be friends, huh? Did anything ever happen between them? If you know what I mean ;-) Like maybe Mal's problem is frustration........

Yes, Geoff did redeem himself - his first impressions were less than stellar - I wasn't sure I even wanted to watch this...... but...... now..... Plus Pavel is such a sweetie - his lips are gorgeous!

Ok, maybe I'm completely out of it, but why were they stealing the wine? And why is Pavel going along with them, when he clearly feels guilty and terrified of Geoff????

@guidinglightismylife Plus, Spike was critical for JP's self-acceptance in that he gave him some much needed appreciation & experience *winks* & helped him see that he could be gay and proud of it. Go Spike!

@CJPDeQueen Well, I'm happy to see someone else is as obsessively into this pair as I am - LOL! Just wanted to note - I love the little dance Sarah and Hannah do towards the beginning. They look so cute together! Obviously the 4 just needed to switch up partners to all be happy!

I think the story is actually quite realistic in its context - also Aaron is acting precisely as he would in character. Think about it, he never was used to affection, he rarely initiated contact with anyone (except for that one DISASTROUS time with Adam) and he is a very young guy in a terrible ...

@MapleAndAnimeCrazy Yeah - it's funny how he can look like a total dweeb sometimes, and then other times be SSSSOOOOOOO HOT! It's something about those eyes.....or maybe his lips..... or that fact that for a skinny guy he's got a great chest...... ok, stop drooling self! LOL

@CJPDeQueen Isn't their intensity amazing? It's so incredible how two guys (straight actors!) can have such overwhelming chemistry.... I've been back and rewatched the whole thing several times - miss them!

Amazing how much people can find to criticize in 3 1/2 minutes! First of all, they are in an uncomfortable set up - why do they have them sitting that way? Danny has to look back over his shoulder at Marc - which he does frequently, giving Marc the chance to comment as well. Add the surprise phot...

It was nice to see Flaco smiling again - I hate seeing him so beaten down, poor guy! Thanks for the time and effort you put into this! Feliz nuevo ano!

SHIT - I can't believe I'm back here watching this AGAIN! Just haven't been able to find any other shows that have drawn me in so much - any suggestions?!?

Forget the romance angle - obviously, that's not going anywhere at this point. BUT, for those of us who have been watching Aaron for a while, it's really wonderful to see him growing up, being less self-centered and selfish, getting over his angry violent outbursts, and turning into someone swee...

Yes! We want to see him in Hollywood!

Really beautifully done episode - no one can cry like Danny Miller!

It would be great in a fantasy sort of way if Jackson was miraculously cured, but it's really cool that they are giving this a more realistic spin. I agree that there would be issues in the future if there is no "physical outlet"...

The baby looks totally drugged!