DeAd InSiDe

i am a poet writing of my pain
i am someone living a life of shame
i am your daughter hiding my depression
i am your sister making a good impression
i am your friend acting like im fine
i am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine
i am a girl who thinks of suicide
i am a teenager pushing her tears aside
i am a student who doesn't have a clue
i am the girl sitting next to you
i am the one asking you to care
i am your best friend hoping you will be there



Luis~ ......??..its his chioce
TheIceSoul~ youtube buddy
Brittany Love~ my Wifey
Cody Alexander Villarreal~ my home
Amber~ Dumbass Dater
Patrick~my little funny bun
Jessi~ my bitch
Zack~ my bitches bitch
Reva~long distance buddy
Marie~my otha bitch
Walden ~ my hippie
Mae S.~ art buddy #3 love her xD
Bob~ my very angry squishy square
Rae Buckalew~ older sister
Max Buckalew~ traitor!
Grandy~ grandmother#3
Mood: IDFC d:
what you see is the new and improved Riiko Scarlet Suteubi enjoy and quit HATEIN! its not my falt you choose to read this bullshit okay

if no one likes what they see plz say so in message or comment cuz if not...i will destroy you all but no go ahead and do what your doing ...and keep bob away Nejie *little pervert* XD

HOW DO YOU LIKE ME NOW

for every love i know
another stitch i sew
for all the pain we mend
anther crack begins

loved you once,love you still.always have,always will.

there is a hole inside of me
that i cant seem to fill
the pain that cuts around the edges
keeps me from going to sleep
so now i lay here
thinking of what you have done
finally i cry
in the middle of the night
my sobs turn into wails
my wailing turns in to bawling
through a river of red
and the knife held so sharp
cuts deep into my skin
like it did at the start
when you said you loved me
whn you promised to never leave me
now i see you with her
my life is now a blur
you cant even imagine
what kind of pain i go through
the one that never heals
cause your bullet came o my heart
through your double barell shot gun
you ripped me off
you tore me to pieces
now im always gone...

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