About this user
150 Year old female...
God had sense of humor when I was created. This year has been hell in fact I have left the first level of hell and entered a whole different level sad but true. But I keep pushing though the muck, trying to find my way. I have four words: night mare family from hell. I think people can indentify with that. The ones you loved the most can well simply put, put a down payment on that casket speeding up that process . Enough of my mindless ranting let me tell you about me.
I am a very creative person. I paint, draw, sew, crochet, doll making I love to combined period pieces with new touches thrown in. Corsets gothic. I think you get the picture. There's a little edge in everything I make. I love horror and books of that bent. I love what ever music appeals me at the time, but am loyal to only a few. I adore animals. I am in the process of opening online shop and selling some of my cloth dolls, crafts.... Hopefully. For some reason I am Attracted to things that people find strange kitschy. I like to find perfection in the imperfections. I am eclectic in my tastes. I am a quiet home body, but if a must I can act the part. I am constantly overwhelmed by people's behavior towards each other, this has made me a bit weary, and misplaced. I also have this nasty habit of wearing my heart on my sleeve, which can get one hurt bad. The hard lessons I've learned is that the stupid choices... mistakes you make in life will come and bite you on your ass. Knock down one domino... like that. So I try to find peace with my creating,my animals and with my children...oh didn't I tell you I have 4. And they have bitten me several times...my kids that is...wink wink. Ahhh is not life wonderful...? I am going to try to post some craft videos,ramdom things. But filming myself, I don't know...people make such nasty comments about you. I am kind of frangile right now and fightng depression... There has to be some-one who would identify, and knows how painful it is...
I have a blog on depression...please don't leave nasty comments. Mabe someone out there can Indentify. Thats is why I open my self up...Thanks
I don't even read nasty comments you don't have to be nasty to get your point across.Thank you
Hometown
Huntington Beach
Country
United States
