Thinspiration Wannabe!

Hey this is Mara And I want to lose weight so I am going to start a weight lose journey on youtube hoping I inspire other! I always felt ashamed of my body and I feel disgusted and I want to feel better about myself and get thin. Well I have been on crash diets and lost 5 pounds a week the less around 4 pounds a week and it was great! I at least want to crash diet until I get to my ideal weight and then eat healthy but I know most of you would say that isn't the way to lose weight and be healthy but for me this is the easiest/fastest way!My goal right now is 130 but where I really want to get is 120


227-8/22/08
8/23/08Then gained a pound the day after:228
Went On My Strict Diet On Sunday 8/24/08
3days now and Now I weigh 223 Lbs on 8/26/08

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