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Name:
Tracy
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Age:
38
Joined:
Jan 9, 2007
Latest Activity:
Jan 9, 2007
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About Me:
I really miss him. I wish he knew.
I am so sad with the passing of Michael. I am still not coping as I should. I can hardly take the sadness that I feel. I walk around with this empty feeling every day. I do not really watch too much television but since his passing I try as much as I can. Everywhere I look his face is all over. Watching his biography, music videos and tributes makes my heart sink. For the world to never be graced with his beautiful presence is so much for me to take. I just cannot imagine him not being here anymore. But I feel his absence. That is what is so hard for me. This emptiness.
He had been through so much in his life and it seemed as if no one was EVER really there for him. He was loved by millions, yet he died alone and lonely? This does not make sense to me. His fans and some "friends" abandoned him when he needed them most. I realize that he could have pushed people away, But that was because he had been used up and stabbed in the back so many times by the people who supposedly loved him. If all of these people weren't out to just be in his presence because of what he could offer them.. and took care of him the way we SHOULD care for ANY human being, he may still be with us today.
If I would have known him I would have been a friend. I mean a REAL friend. I would have gone anywhere and done ANYTHING within my power to keep him safe, even if that meant losing his friendship! As long as he would have been ok, that's all that would have mattered to me. I did not know him personally. But Michael gave us real glimpses into his life. By doing this, he allowed us to get close to him and know him just a little bit. I am so thankful for that.
He was human so he made mistakes. We all do. Yet he was beaten down daily for his. He who is without sin people! God gave us a guideline to live by. Do y'all understand this was what he was trying to do?! He was trying to live his life the way that Jesus told us to. For that he was weird or strange or some kind of freak?! He was the closest to what God expected us to be. Or he at least tried his hardest!
Michael has done so much more for the world than I think people actually realize. It will suffer without him here. He was THE most giving and caring person that I have ever witnessed. He had a genuine concern for humanity. Wherever he was, if there was a need, he gave. He loved the world, and we should have loved him back.
If you hear or see someone saying things that are not within Michael's character, do NOT listen... Do NOT watch.. Stand for MICHAEL, do NOT watch this trash tv and purchase trash tabloids.. I for one DO NOT.. NEVER have NEVER will.
TO THE FAMILIES THAT DID THIS TO MICHAEL
It is time to strip yourselves of your lies. You were boys when this happened , you are now men. Act like it! Michael lived in your bondage. He was ridiculed and laughed at. He was feared and spit on. YOU did this! Cleanse your spirits or it will eat at you all of your days. Vindicate Michael. You owe him! He is safe from prying eyes and accusations. But the world still sees you! We know your lies. Lies are prison. Truth is freedom. and freedom feels so good. Release your lies into the universe. Free your spirit.
My heart hurts so bad that they did that to him. I cry every day over Michael, still. He was sweet, loving, caring, beautiful and VERY human. SO many words to describe him. None do justice to his kind and generous spirit. Why God (4give me) did you take Michael from usl? It feels like a dream. No one this special to the universe should ever leave us. Not like this. Not right now. The world grieves and our Angels pray for us that we make it through. We will, but forever broken.
I loved him so much as an artist. But I loved the MAN even more. I love you Michael. Come back, please come back! I pray that God can one day bring you back to us. I guess a girl can dream :( Please y'all, lets protect in death what we could not in life. He deserves that from us.. ALL of us!
In my heart, on my mind, always. God Bless,
Tracy
NOW ABOUT ME : )
Not much to say about me, really. Just your normal everyday woman. Girl next door type. Don't really go out but once or twice a yr with friends. I am a single mother of the two best kids on the planet! They are my life and reason for everything that I do. I Pretty much have devoted my life to raising my beautiful children. I have no regrets about that!
Been single for a little over two yrs now. I am not much for going out. Not that I don't enjoy it on occasion, but at home is where I thrive. I don't need to be out doing things all the time to be happy.
I struggled to get this out. I really don't like talking about myself lol.
Hometown:
Fort Worth
Country:
United States
Interests:
People, Art, Music, Internet. Religion and Spirituality among a few.
Movies:
I do not watch much television. Mostly the news, biography or National Geographic. Things of that nature. But when I get the urge to watch t.v. I love anything romance and comedy. I like reality as well. P.S. I Love You (makes me tear every time!) What Dreams May Come, Big Girls Don't Cry...Come on I'm a girl : ) I also love the shows that my kids watch.. Disney and stuff.
Music:
I listen to just about anything these days. But I seem to gravitate more towards pop. I have a great appreciation for all music. It was actually all I had to keep me company when I was young. Anything with a good beat or message, count me in!
Books:
Bible.. Purpose Driven Life. I am not much into reading. I like it, I am just so ADD that unless it's moving, it will not hold my attention long, lol. I will say that a few books have really grabbed my attention. I love reading song lyrics and poetry. Kind of one in the same if you ask me. Well, I suppose it really depends on the artist.
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blackkatgirl37
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hello i am jolene and i like your videos there kool if you like You can add me
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debbick1
(1 month ago)
Hi, thanks so much for watching my videos & subscribing! :)))
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cosmicordering1
(1 month ago)
May you always have friends on this journey you take, may each morning be pleasant as you awake. May your guardian angel look over you each and every day, and may you be blessed with all you desire in life as you travel on your way. Cosmic smiles ...
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evpinvestigations
(1 month ago)
Love your videos! Annie:)
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lilly2874
(2 months ago)
@aprilshowerssummer Oh wow! You leave nasty comments on my channel and videos and send me a decent message in my inbox..Seem you are who is obsessed. I would appreciate your absence. Thank you.
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aprilshowerssummer
(2 months ago)
I would say your love for MJ sounds like obsession
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MagicalXscapism
(2 months ago)
I hate to see this year of the rabbit leave us. I think it's been a really wonderful and fabulous year for our MJ family. We have so much to be grateful for and so much to look forward to again next year. I hope your holiday season is filled with laughter, light and love. God bless you!
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lilly2874
(2 months ago)
@2011jillb Hey thanks!!
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2011jillb
(2 months ago)
I like your channel. :)
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lilly2874
(2 months ago)
@TheSoldiersoflove Can you send me an message with her link? I can't find her in the search.
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