About this user
i may not be strong, but i'm not weak.
i may not be exciting, but i'm passionate.
i may not have everything i want, but i have a lot that i do.
it's the "glass half empty/full" type deal.
i'm not perfect, but i'm not completely wrong either.
only a few of you will understand this about me.
even fewer will care to learn.
i believe that i don't need people, but then the second they're gone, i'm lost without them.
i believe that there is someone out there for everyone. a certain individual who understands you, comforts you, loves you, is honest with you, and genuinely cares about you with their whole heart.
i believe that life is a task to find that person. it's an obstacle course, snake pits and fiery hoops included.
i believe that the feeling of deja vu means that your life is on track. that you're where you're supposed to be in life. i know it's not the scientific explanation, but it brings comfort to me and i think that if that is a result, then my theory is correct.
i believe in love, hate, passion, romance, lust, guilt, pleasure, envy, jealousy, compassion, sadness, and joy. and i believe that you cannot have any of them without the others.
i believe it is human nature to crave them all, whether it be all at one time, or each seperately.
i believe in everything, and i believe in nothing.
i am who i am because of my beliefs and lack there of.
i am strong willed, even if i am not strong.
i am excited, even if i am not exciting.
i have everything i want most, even if i don't have everything i want.
and that is all that matters in the long run.
i am a hopeless romantic.
i am totally in love
but completely out.
i am the darkness
and the daybreak.
i am the stars
and the sunlight.
i am yours
and i am mine.
i am there when you least expect
and never there when you don't need me.
i am the loudest girl you know
and am solitary in secret.
i am nonchalant
and totally obvious.
i am everything you need
and nothing you want.
i am myself
and not good enough for you.
i am witty and intelligent
and slow as ever.
i am everything you know
and nothing you understand.
i am metaphorical
and a poem you can't sink your teeth into.
i am lyrical
and deathly speechless.
i am smiling
and dying on the inside.
i am brushing you off
and clawing at you for saving.
i am a hopeless romantic.
Age
25
Country
United States
Occupation
barista.
Companies
starbucks.
Schools
brevard community college.
Interests
driving, drinking, smoking, rollin, better if they're all at the same time. =]
