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Evanescence - Going Under
 
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Who am I?

I am good at gas lighting, reading people
so that I can manipulate them.

My needs are paramount, forget the needs
of others, don't call me self-centered.

I am unreliable, undependable and have
no remorse for mistakes or misdeeds.

I don't give a damn about the consequences
of my actions, I'll just blame others, it's never my fault.

My persona is only a front to impress
and exploit others, forget having a conscience.

I have a low stress tolerance, easy to anger,
rage is released when control is lost.

I can twist a conversation at the expense of others
when I feel trapped, I change the subject or get angry.

When it comes to lying I am pathological at it
and control situations, conversations and others.

Values mean nothing to me, caring and understanding
are only used to manipulate for my own means.

My moods are mercurial, I never share ideas,
feelings or emotions, why should I?

Love has no meaning, I use sex as a form
of control, it's the ultimate release for me.

I always have the first and last word
in any conversation, I am never wrong.

Why should I forgive anyone for wrongs,
it is easier to hold resentments.

I have a secrete life of hiding money,
friends and activities, I never honor obligations.

If I can annoy someone it's fun, creating
chaos and disruption for no reason is a blast!

I am grandiose, convinced I know more than
others and never show appreciation for anything.

When I get emotional and tears fall it is
more out of frustration rather than sorrow.

Breaking a woman's spirit keeps them
dependent on me, they adore me for it.

I must convince people to side with me,
I hate losing and must win at any cost.

My kindness has no bounds when
I get what I want from you.

Looking good is important to me,
I check myself in the mirror and love the reflection.

I announce, never discuss, I tell and
never ask, others opinions are not important.

Unilateral condition of justification, I don't
need to hear the position of others or their ideas.

I don't listen to others, because I could care less,
if this is draining your spirit, who cares.

I am not interested in problem solving
as long as I am adored, it's all that matters.




Can you tell me who I am?

Hint:
There is a flower named after me as it bends
over the water showing my reflection.

I can hear an Echo from long ago!




A New Place

Now he is in a place I call the wide side
of heaven because it includes the simplest
desires but also the most humble and grand.
The word that comes to mind is comfort.

There are cakes and pillows and colors galore,
but underneath the obvious patchwork quilt are
places like a quiet room where he can go and
hold someones hand and not have to say anything.

Give no story. Make no claim. Where he can live
at the edge of his skin for as long as he wishes.
This wide side of heaven is about Flathead nails
and the soft down of new leaves, with roller coaster
rides and escaped marbles that fall then hang then
take him some where we could never imagine in our small
world of dreams.


Dedicated to my friend, Investigator (Mark Erickson )
Whose death leaves a void
in my heart, but will never
die for his soul still lives.

Now you have our backs!

When a car backfires we jump. When a story of truth unfolds we backfire!
Channel Comments
delfiusgarland (20 hours ago)
Thanks a lot, it's ok, it was a long time ago. Some people amaze me when they say that they have "no regrets" in life, because I have so many. But let's not dwell on those. :)

I do love the way you string your words together. Your jewelry is priceless. :) I would think it's natural, and right for you to be that little bit narcisstic, as you are, in fact, very beautiful, and your reflection in the mirror would be equally beautiful. But I can also see that on the inside, unlike Narcissus, you are actually a good and thoughtful person.

Thanks for supporting my music, it means a lot to me. :)
budrakerz (2 days ago)
Hi beautiful, how's it going? Did you get out over the weekend? I myself was close to being over served...close.
Sean
delfiusgarland (2 days ago)
Thank you for your comical description of ELL. :) But I see, like many words, it has many meanings in different contexts. :)

Also, I pondered over your poem, "Who am I?", and believe I have the answer... is it Narcissus? I guess that, through a brief study of flower names finding that the Daffodil is the flower that portrays what you describe. I didn't even realize that Narcissus is the actual name of the flower until a bit more reading on wiki, which also refreshed my memory of the Greek legend where one Narcissus loved himself so much he drowned gazing on his reflection in the water.
JoeynBlaze (2 days ago)
HI How are you? GREAT CHANNEL!!!
WE'd love you to check our channel!!! Feel free to leave a comment:-)
Become our friend...

Cheers

Joey n' Blaze
MattRoyLive (3 days ago)
Really NICE of U as alwayssss...Glad U like my NEW song and wishing U an awesome week and all the BEST!
peterroque1 (4 days ago)
muy buena musica en su canal me gusta mucho,saludos desde españa
MrAsbun (4 days ago)
Thanks so much for your kind comment, I Hope my guitar can touch your heart too,
Have a nice weekend!
DLSings (4 days ago)
Haha, Karen! Loved your note about your brother. :) Thanks so much for visiting my channel and sharing those beautiful words.  You are so wonderful and I appreciate your friendship! Have a beautiful weekend ahead. Love ya. hugs♡dani
alacapop (4 days ago)
Hi Karen, thank you for your kind words about my song, really appreciate it. I've also subscribed :)
Hope you're having a great weekend,
Andy
delfiusgarland (4 days ago)
I am happy to call you friend. But I do ponder an intriguing acronym you oft speak... what is "ELL"? If you don't mind sating my curiousity. :)
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