As I raise this gun to my head In mere second I will be dead I don't know if I'll experience pain If I survive I'll never be the same I might go What you people call "emo" And will the cuts deeper? (yes) Thinking "this one's a keeper" But if I don't survive Know I'm also the gun But I give up, I'm done Life was already killing me I'm not gonna say sorry I tore myself apart So in with a bullet, out with hearts So all this can be over And I can truly show her How I truly feel That this all, was real So when the find me dead tomorrow Drowned in my own blood, guts, and sorrow Know that I tried But I failed and died So when I never live again I'll know I've found my end And all this is over And I can truly show her How I felt from the start So in with a bullet, out with my heart And every time I tried to explain You never understood any of my pain But I tried over and over again And then decided, "screw it man..." And I just gave up I slammed the door shut But you understood too late And now I stand in front of the gate Do you know which one, heaven or hell Well you know what, I'm not gonna tell Because you don't deserve to know But I deserve to go I wasn't worthy enough to be understood Took love too seriously, more then others would So as I make this worthless sacrifice Remember when I looked you in the eyes But look deeper into that memory Deeper into me You'll see I want to die But it's too late now when you realize And you'll know why My blood leaks tonight From my loneliness Misunderstood by friends Never telling anyone about my end After this I hope they're not the same With the gun next to my head Dead I was alone with the gun in the dark In with a bullet, out with my heart Now I'm numb With no feeling of freedom I've lost it all So now I fall And you see the reason why The truth behind my lies How every time I breathe it's a waste of breath When I was alive I was just wasting death So here I stand in this darkness Completely alone, drowned in loneliness Left with only a gun But I've given up, I'm done So as I go away For the rest of your days You misunderstood my cries The reason my soul dies Its because you just realize Only from you I didn't hide I once called you my lover But now we come to discover We were never meant to be You and me Which is okay actually But you're still never understanding So I pull the trigger of the gun tonight My heart has given up the fight The bullet's not a dud So I lay in my blood Don't call me stupid, this is smart So in...in with a bullet...out with my heart
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