I never tried anything to harm myself but i went looking for God to cure me. I struggled not knowing if it was ok for me to be this way cause i didnt want to be condemed to hell.. I guess i descibe it as almost a mental break down
I didnt really come out and say i was lesbian.. I ended up sleeping with a girl in high school we decided to date so it just kinda became obvious thats what i am
I consider myself bisexual.. i am married and hate every moment of it. I sleep with girls openly and dont hide it from him even thought he cant stand it
ok to the point with this as a women i tend to think that sex with another women is better although it does lack the feel of a real penis inside.