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i am a minister of God and i am a poet. i have many gifts. i am also a prophet. in this day and age God is calling from true worshippers. we all have purpose what is yours?
Are you doing what you were created to do. we all have a purpose. This is very interesting how many us can say that we are walking in the purpose God promised? I been through a lot in my existence on this side of heaven. Felt great pain and agony. Some people go their whole lives and never really experience their true purpose or calling. I ask myself what am I put here for. I couldn't truthfully answer that question. Are you searching to find your place? towards the end of 2008 God reconfirmed my purpose. As things started to occur i questioned Gods motives. The most hurtful thing i went through in my life took place in 08. there's a lot that happen first my aunt died; the one whom i was molested by. i didn't release her. God spoke to my spirit to go and forgive her. I put it off. With in days following that she passes. So now am left with a unforgiving spot in my heart. Months went by I ended up losing my car twice and at least three close friends. I knew God was requiring more from me. I loved Him, but i was hesitant in what He called me to do. This hesitation was blended with fear of not accomplishing His mandate on my life. This somewhat crippled me.What hurts the most of all in 2008 was the lost of my child. What God had promised me had died. What do you do when your promise dies? This really shook me. I wasn't prepared for this. The expectation of a child bought immediate joy. When my seed died the pain was so great. Ive been hurt before deeply but this top all hurt. Its as if someone had pull my heart out and stomp on it. On top of that i watch my family become pregnant with children. my aunt, my cousin, and three of my brothers. Theirs children came forth at the same time my child should have been born. Within two months God produces seven births and not one was mine. i was upset at God and bitter. It was disturbing. My soul was crushed. My hopes and dreams had been destroyed. It hurt me to even looked upon the faces of my own family babies. If I could be honest i doubted my God. Why would God himself who is life to allow all this excitement to take place and then just like that instant sadness. because this seed was promised by God. The reason am sharing is because. in order to go to the next level in God something has to die. Through my hurts, pains, disappointments and deaths i found life. Those circumstances and situations helped transformed me. Through these suffering i developed swag as they would say which is the anointing of God on my life. I'm restored. Thanks God for my mind right now literally. That's not just a phrase. I prayed and God has completely healed and mended my broken heart. Does it effect methis yes but the hurt is no longer prsent. This next part really blessed me i pray it will bless you too. there was a bird who sang just once in its life. From the moment it left its nest, it searched for a thorn tree. and it never rested until it found one. Then it began to sing more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth. And singing, it impaled its breast on the longest, sharpest thorn. But as it was dying, it rose above its own agony to out-sing the lark and the nightingale. The thorn bird pays its life for that one song and the whole world stills to listen and God, in His heaven smiles. Driven to the thorn, with no knowledge of the dying to come. For bible says it pleased God for Jesus to by crucified. Imagine the greatest story of stories the Life & death of Christ. His great miracle was his dying. Matt 26:45 Jesus cried with a loud voice saying, Eli, Eli, lama Sabachthani? That is, My God why has you forsaken. While dying and going through pain we feel God has forsaken us. For the best is only bought at the cost of great pain . Matt 45:50 Jesus cried out with a loud Voice and yielded up His spirit God is listening for that dying sound. Your anointing comes with a sound. Roman 12:1 asv. Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship. Sacrifice means to offer a life. What are you willing to exchange in order to produce that sound? Are you willing to die to fulfill your purpose?
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