2-Each day is a gift more so, not yr..that's beyond a blessing. So just wondering how many would ever go against all this & be like ok-ya know, for once in my life, i'll go against the norm or majority or what society says we should or suppose to do; I'll think for myself for a change, lk we all should...& hah for starters, my resolution therefore would be- to go against the majority, & that would mean, not making a damn(or your word) resolution to begin with, but setting out to accomplish something different 'each day' that you're given, esp since NONE of us are promised tomorrow, nor are any of us immortal. Tc & from the heart cuz i care;i want more for u than i ever saw, been dealt, taught or given ♥

2 parts space reasons: as on my other pgs..hoping those that know i genuinely care & for those that can can think for themselves rather than the world's will listen: i seem to do a lot of thinking when too sick to care & no help/hope for myself so figure i could lend the world some what i don't have; i just wonder how the world (ppl/things) would truly be different for the good, if we all learned to think for ourselves, & this would mean not what is the norm or majority for the most part?..Like it's so interesting to me we're told to make new yr's resolutions so we run with that(which again if u research are NOT what they are today or were ever intended); a thought: so we make them(esp the main 'stupid' ones), but die the next day-& doesn't have to be from an ed. What good is it all then, what's important then or prioritized then??

Thankyou J, for your kind Comments!
Wishing you and your Loved ones a Merry Christmas!!
GodBless Joeleen xxx

Thankyou for your friendship and kindness!!!
Many Blessings Joeleen.

still lk her music, but i've lost all respect for Mariah Carey not thinking for herself outside of society's same majority money-making crap.Not but a few things that do that(just think about it), but ppl either don't care or too blind to see that..they just jump right on. That aside, the downhill slope into a hole has worsened for me-so goodbye to having or ever having a life. Woke up this morning nearly passing out in bathroom of blood pressure, dehydration & arrhythmia. My husband was not home so not sure how i made it to the bed bf i blacked out. I honestly don't know. Talked to these sorry state ppl; mostly a waste of time..what a surprise..when u put stupidity w/selfishness makes sense. He's writing some higher ppl that we know personally to see what, if anything else could be done (either legally, state etc). They would know this & be willing to help esp seeing as though my life is at stake. Not being in the majority since a baby, i'm use to hurt, just hurts & so on.

>So whatever, cysts(clusters related to several causes, benign causes or malignant); whatever will be, will be. I want women>(all ppl actually)to be empowered, live life to the fullest..not when something happens to the body, an end all to end all. Lk i've said to my husband many times, now, future etc...if i were to get something even more serious physical ever than already have, i would still have my focus on helping eating disorders,as that's what's 'rightly' needed more. I will know those who were there bf(& voiced advocacy/help for ed's), even bf something even more serious physically 'if' this happens. (last small part didn't fit)>

*Personal Update(2 parts as can't type much in one block)~I don't usually share this until after the fact, so u & dear friend (lk sis) are only ones that know to this point; i had to get up early to see obgyn yesterday ;Have yet another infection(bacteria) related to that. So between that & two other infections (viral & stomach)..i think it's safe to say my immune system is shot to hell! Been taking a lot of vitamin c, so does knock it out with some other stuff, but keeps coming back; Going weds too for ultrasound on chest-one side(obgyn). I hope you all don't take this the wrong way or think that i'm being offensive/insulting, but i'm not your typical woman to worship my breasts k! That's not who i am, nor what makes me a woman..it's simply just a physical part that sets us apart from males based on our make up. >

\m/ !!!

2 of 2 writings: Last one my thoughts have been wrapped around is about how we should help those around us (serve), look after each other, even if don't always know the person. Doing that puts things in perspective & takes the focus off yourself. Taking care of yourself is good, but there's a fine line there to where it can become selfish. Getting exercise is one of them, but running a marathon when clearly other priorities going on or ppl that could be affected without discussion is ie of that. I suppose i should get a pen/type bf i lose my ideas! I get many(either thru my life) or observing things everyday. If only i could be as good at somethings as writing(songs, stories, poems etc) ;)

(4 space had to put into 2 parts concerning writings(poems, songs, stories etc) -hope u can follow this (makes sense)! 1/2 -1:One is kind of related to latest feed comment(top);other(s)about understanding/possibly letting go of how cards of life are dealt(ie u have a child who nearly ends up in foster care, then ends up being abused by member of her own family)but then u have someone who's making millions, very few problems, but complains about paying taxes...yet the former is just grateful to be alive although scarred. There's stories lk this,but this is ie of mine.