October 9th, 2011. 9:29 p.m. Sitting in breck's room on the computer just remember the good ol time with Inuyasha and Short animated films and what not :) *sigh* But i think i'll go for a short drive, i'm not sad, but just bored sitting here haha. I might stop at the gym but i still need to be careful since my surgery and all :/ Well, bye for now! :D

August 25th, 2011. 1:04 p.m. Im currently babysitting and just looking up stuff about weight loss. *sigh* Haven't really gone to the gym in a long time now and its been bothering me, guess its because ive been hanging with my friends too much haha but im going to be having more free time again since i wont be babysitting all day thank god haha well ill post again soon bye!

4:31p.m. July 22, 2011. Just doing more research on the computer about food and what not. I have started interval training which burns more body fat than just normal low intensity cardio. Ive stopped eating really bad foods for me as well. Lets see if i can keep at it. I'm feeling more better now in my look and appearance not to mention my attitude so its all good. I better go, i'll write more when i can, bye!

Feburary 3rd, 2011. 12:33 p.m. Chilling on the computer, listening to moulin rouge and thinking, as usual. So i weight 153 right now last i checked. Been having a little trouble with my weight but im still pushing at it. Cheated a bit for a while but i realize now that cheating just knocks me back and that doesn't help me move forward to where i need to go. I know now that in order to really get where i want to go, i need to focus and really work hard for what i want and where i want to get to. It's not going to happen quickly, things take time and i know that, and that is why i need to keep on moving forward and going at what i need to keep working on. I know i will be very satisfyed with the results in the future but in order for that to happen ,i need to work hard, push myself and i will truely get what is to come for me :), bye!

Janurary 3rd, 2011. The new year! Pfth! Can't believe 2010 is already gone. And the sad thing is i actually almost cryed when it turned to 2011. Well, thats ok. For my new years resolution i decided that i was going to lose at least 48 more pounds before summer :) So far  im doing pretty good, stopped eating anything with sugar, low calorie foods, drinking lots of water, yatta yatta yatta. And im doing pretty good with my weight right now as well. I'm at least 155 i think. Starting from october weighing 172, i'd say thats pretty damn good. :D Mom's here. Aubree's getting surgery on the 6th so she came to stay for a while. We had salmon (mhhh) but anywho, i guess that's all im going to report as my first comment for the new year. Bye!

Novermber 18th, 2010. 9:50 a.m.. Sitting in my room. Just finished coloring my pinks again. Hmmm, so im going to my cousins thanksgiving dinner at 12, then i might go for a walk somewhere, then babysit, then probably head to the gym. Well, guess that's all im going to say, bye!

sitting at the library. chilling and checking mail. Listening to Vanilla Twilight. its a really good song. Hmmm this weekend sucked alot. Didn't get to go on the date that i wanted to go on and betty was being a little pie, chelsey was too. I seriously need to find better friends. its 12:28 p.m. and its 9/27/10

sitting at my aunts house, babysitting jay and alex. It's July 18th, 2010. 1:13 a.m. Watching random videos, and remembering how funny some of them are. Lol, he finally asked me out. hahah. Hoping this time will go better than the others.

May 28th, 2010. Sitting in Barnes n Nobles checking my mail and looking for places where i can find an apartment, me and chelsey are going to share one. Hoping to find one and some jobs. Be leaving here in june hopefully by the 2nd so i can go home and see my budyds :) Really excited. BYe!

Tuesday, April 20th, 2010. It's 12:48p.m. Sitting on my computer putting ringtones on my new cell. Mom and brother are here. Maybe gonna head to wal mart in a while. Might be moving to texas for a bit but not really sure if i still want to. Who knows, lets see what happens.