About this user
You will never Understand me....No one ever will. So dont even try me. I am very diffacualt and stubborn....I cry for no reason and scream cuz I am happy. I feel pain cuz I am smiling. Nothing I say to anyone ever makes scene, my words are wrong and I say things that just come out of me that I dont even think about and I say them and its only something I could get cuz no one lives inside of my dark head like I do, like I lie there dead....
Hometown
Dark
Country
United States
Interests
Dance, listeing to music, chilin with friends. But I love to write! here is one of my poems:
I feel trapped in life
It's like all I have is a knife
A bad mood or a bad feeling
Are just a few cuts away from healing
Bleeding red
Quiets the loud voices in my head
I have to see my blood
I have to sooth my heart
I have to feel the pain
These cuts are my voice
The are far more than scars now, they are stories of my life
How am I suppose to explain,
I only turn to the blade to release the pain
Blood flow as my red tears scratching my skin flow down
Red hot burning stokes cry down my skin
The pain that is so un-real has suddenly became real
Get a hold of your self girl....
Roll down your sleeves cover up the stains and get a life