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Kalimaab is the sweet poisen that fills my veins with such pleasure and warmth for she is my mistress always.
About Me:
I make this solemn promise to you: ~Queen Kalimaab~
To be your lover when you need to be loved,
your doctor when you are ill,
your army when you go to war,
your umbrella when life rains down on you,
your rock when you get weary,
your shield when you need defense,
your spirit when you are drained,
your pillow when you need to rest,
your voice when no one can hear you,
your ear when no one will listen,
your comfort when you feel pain,
your hero when you are under duress,
your sunshine when darkness falls,
your answer when questions arise,
your inspiration to overcome obstacles,
your hand to hold when you are frightened,
your kiss that wakes you everyday,
and your "I love you" each and every night.
I am yours... all of me.
A Time Of Sorrow
A short story by: Elena Willow
Once, there was a girl, who led a horrible and painful life. She felt as nothing mattered, she would always feel this way...
Having led such a horrible life, she was quite. Kept to herself, and was never outspoken...
Her parents forced her to move to a new town, she had to leave her friends behind. This left her grief even deeper...
The girl went to school, and to her surprise, made a new friend. This new friend became her best friend, he became her light, he became her crush, he became her reason for living...
This boy, had become everything to her. He had shown her that life was worth living for, that life was worth fighting for...
He had taught her to smile, show her feelings, become out spoken, to love once again...
In the end, they fell in love. Both of them. They spent the rest of their remaining school years together, happy...
After school ended, the girl was sad. She was afraid of not being able to see the boy again. He said we will stay in contact, and see each other as much as
possible...
The days went on, she would call him. The boy would answere "Hey, how's it going?" The girl would answer "I love you, but why do you never call me? I go out of my way to call you" as tears fall from her eyes...
The boy would answer, "Sorry, I haven't had time lately. I love you." Every time the boy said " I love you" the girl felt better...
More weeks pass without a word from him. She feels depressed, and that he doesn't even think about her...
Her birthday comes, and she expected a phone call.
None came...
She felt sad that he had forgotten her Birthday.
She had remembered his...
More weeks pass, and the phone rang. The boy was on the phone, "I'm sorry but I can't be with you any more" The girl was silent, then muttered the words "I understand"...
The girl was empty, what had she done wrong? She was loyal, loving, caring. She was truly in love with him still...
Her pain returned, her loneliness returned. She once again was
Alone...
She looks up to the sky, a beautiful sunset. "There is nothing for me now, he was my only reason" she spoke but a whisper...
The girl went into her bathroom and grabbed a small razor, and some pain pills. The pain was to great, she had lost her love, and now the last thing her life...
For a second, she thought of the afterlife. Was there really a heaven or hell? The girl wandered off into the woods by her house as the sun was still setting...
She stood on the beach of a beautiful lake, with a full moon rising as the sun was setting. It casted a purple glow upon the water. A peaceful sight...
She took the pain pills and swallowed them, more than allowed, and sat down. Not wanting to feel pain anymore. She took out the razor...
She gently cut her arm lengthwise, and let her warm blood flow freely. She felt her body become weak, till she finally passed out. Her last thoughts were of happy times she had with him, for how ever they lasted...
The next day, the boy had a voice mail. " I loved you, you were my life ,my love, my reason for living... Now that the reason is gone, now am I" said the voice...
The boy dropped the phone in alarm, he had just gotten the news that the girl had killed herself yesterday...
The boy broke down in tears...he still had feelings for her. He had not meant for this to happen. He only broke up with her because he felt bad for not being a good boyfriend...
So the boy that took his own life that night...
And once again saw the girl...
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her Hypnosis Subject
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Serving Kalimaab
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Within Temptation
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but be warned its very depressing not recommended if you dont want to feel any saddness.
im going to go and worship her... bye