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Hey guys, I was listening to a song by Kelly Clarkson. I guess you coul...
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Hey guys, I was listening to a song by Kelly Clarkson. I guess you could say that it inspired me. Not that any of you will like. But, I am almost done writing this story. So please comment, not sure yet how many epidsodes it will turn out to be. It is more than ten now, I think. Sorry I haven't posted. I have been busy with work. Also writing this, I will try post an eposide of my other stories too. :)
Breaking Your Own Heart (Jemi Mini Movie Part 1)
I took a deep breath in bracing my self for the worst. I don't know what it is, but sometimes I like get these feelings. I've been getting them lately. I can like feel it in the air, something is going to change. Not sure yet if it will be a good change. I don't but, I do know that they are making me lose sleep. My brain won't stop, it keeps me up. Feel like crying all the time. I walk around with this smile. I hope that no one can see through it, that it's forced. Everyone's probably like what do you have to be so up or down about. I have this problem, well more like a guy problem. I just love him so much, but I think that he's does not feel the same as me. He's been pulling away from. He's like so damaged. I blame her even though I have never met her. She took a huge piece of him, when she died.
I wanna hate her. But I can't, I don't know her. It's like I'm fighting a ghost. Her ghost, I'm not sure that I will win against her. I'm fighting her for his heart, his mind his everything. We were fine then I said something. We had the most amazing day ever at the beach. Well it when like this. First off I've know Joe since I was six years old. He was eight, when we first met. He is 2 years older than me. We moved from Texas to Los Angles Califronia. He's has always been my hero. He stuck up for me when the kids picked on me in Elementary school. He kept the guys away from me in high school. That were after that one thing most guys want. He's, like that all american boy. He was popular in school. He has the looks, the boy next store. He has the perfect family, he comes from money. Joe he has three brothers and a sister. Kevin, Nick, Selena and Frankie. Oh yeah Nick and Selena are twins. They are so different. Like day and night. She is kind of loud, while he is quite.
Me I was the nerdy girl, who always had my nose in a book. My parents got divoced when I was younger. I just remember that my real father was let me see here, a jack ass. He never treated my mother right. I know she tried to make it work so, my sister Dallas and I could have a normal life. But, I've leaned at a young age, life ant no cake walk. Sometimes it down right sucks. I mean have you ever had to run for your life cause a crazy man was after your mother to kill her. My mother, sister and I had to do that once. Before we moved to L.A., he was hopped on something. He thought my mom was cheating on him. When he was the one that was cheating on her. Well, the cops saved us all, that night. They halled him into jail. Last I heard he was some where in Mexico up to no good. He and my mom got a divoice soon after. He basically signed over all of his parental right to her. So, he wants nothing to do with us now.
Which, is fine by us all. We are better off with out him around. My mom met someone who is over the moon for her. His name is Eddie, They have been Married now for like 12 years now. My mom had another girl, by him. Her name is Madson, or Maddie as we call her. She's the best ever. I love her so much, and I also love Eddie. He, well he is the best father, I could ever ask for. He adopted my sister and I. He is well off too, so my parents let me choose what college I wanted to go to. So I choose New York, I just wanted to go some where new and exciting. Not that I went alone, Selena and I are room mates. She became my best friend too. Well Joe still is kind of my best friend. But you know how it goes, sometimes people change. He changed after he finsished high school.
I love to read and sing. But I don't like to sing in front of people, I get scared. Joe, He doesn't really know that I sing. I took a class or two back in high school after he Graurated. That helped me stay out of trouble. It kept my mind off of things. I don't know I sometimes feel all alone even if the room the room is full of people. I kind of sometimes feel so unloved. I mean. I know my mom, dad and sisters love me. But, I don't know I still feel out of place some how. But when I was with Joe, it was like I was home. I felt loved, safe secure wanted needed. Joe goes to college too, but he stayed here in L.A. He is going to UCLA.
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Episode 3: Lunch Date.
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I love the reaction I am getting from this.
Episode 3: Lunch Date.
Normal POV
It was around 11:50 and Joe had just arrived at the restaurant. After walking Winston yesterday he called the place and made the reservation. That night he and Demi were up till almost midnight texting one another. He almost felt like he was in high school once again. He sat down in his seat and was fiddling with his fingers the last time he was on an actual date like this, was the night he confronted Camilla about her cheating. He had been on a couple of dates since then, but none had made him so nervous as he was now. Soon he saw Demi walking into the restaurant, she saw him instantly and smiled.
Demi: Hi Joe.
Joe: Hi you look great.
Demi: Thank you.
He pulled out her chair for her and she thanked him as she sat down. Demi was so worried that there was going to be an awkward silence between them, but there wasn't. They were like talking like they knew each other forever instead of being there first date. Joe was just finishing up telling about his relationship with Camilla.
Demi: I am sorry Joe.
He grabs her hand and holds it across the table. He uses his thumb to stroke the back of her hand.
Joe: It's ok, I am over it. Even though seeing her yesterday wasn't fun.
Demi: I bet. Was she your only girlfriend?
Joe: Well the one that I was most serious about. I have had a couple girlfriends though. What about you?
Demi: Well...
Demi bit her lip in nervousness. Joe noticed, so he instantly changed the subject knowing that it was a sour subject for her. Before Joe could say a word there food came, and then they started talking on a whole new subject.
Demi: Hey Joe
Joe: yeah.
Demi: About what we were talking about before.
Joe: What? We talked about a lot of things.
Demi: About my past relationships.
Joe: Right. You don't have to talk about it.
Demi: No, you told me I can at least tell you. The thing is I have had boyfriend's but I haven't really been in an serious relationship.
Joe: That's ok. I hadn't been in a serious relationship till last year, you still got plenty of time.
Demi: Yeah I guess.
Joe changed the subject to her family, he could sense that talking about her relationships was something she did not like to talk about, so he wasn't going to push it. After they finished eating , Joe paid and the both left the restaurant.
Joe: Do you want to do anything else?
Demi: I don't have anywhere else to be.
Joe: Want to take a walk around downtown.
Demi: sure.
Joe grabbed Demi's hand and they started to walk around. They laughed, and talked and enjoyed each other's company. Demi started to feel a pain in her chest and she realized she forgot to take her medicine, it wasn't too long ago when she ate she could still take it.
Demi: Joe do you mind waiting here for a minute, I have to go to the bathroom.
Joe: sure thing.
Demi kissed his cheek, and then walked off. When in the bathroom she took out her pill bottle and took out one of the small pink pills, she looked at it for a bit before placing it in her mouth. She took the water bottle she had in purse and gulped it down. She took some easy breathes, and her pain was starting to settle. She went back out to Joe, and placed a huge smile on her face.
Joe: You good.
Demi nodded her head before giggling. Joe grabbed her hand again, and they continued walking.
Joe: How did you get here?
Demi: My sister dropped me off.
Joe: Do you want a ride home?
Demi: I would love one.
Joe opened the door for Demi and then went into the driver seat and after asking her where her house was he started driving.
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