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hopelesslifeex
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Channel Views:
390
Joined:
Nov 25, 2011
Subscribers:
35
I cut.
I have anxiety.
Depression.
Eating Disorder.
I am a freak.
The End.
About Me:
 
If you look at me, you will see a girl who never stops smiling, who is always lauging, nice and accepting of everyone, a person that is fun to be around. I am a totally girly girl, i love sparkles and pink things. But if you really took a look inside of me, you would see everything i am not saying. You would see all of the cuts and bruises on me, how all my laughs and smiles, are fake. How most days i want to die. That i am always thinking about how to loose weight, how i hate myself, more than anything on this entire world. I don't know what to do anymore, i am fat, ugly, worthless. dissapoinment, a failure of a girl. But whatever, as long as i am smiling, you will never know.

I am 5 feet 6 inches and 114 pounds.

if you want to talk to me about my disease or you want to talk to me about any sort of problem (eating disorders, depression, biapolar literally any problem, even guy problems haha) message me and we can talk:)
Interests:
Getting Thin
Channel Comments
joyruvatofan (3 weeks ago)
heyy there:)
just checking on you x
DannyDavidMassa (2 months ago)
HEEYY hopelesslifeex ! Thank YOU so so much for all ur support and subscribing, commenting...everything!!! we really appreciate it! THANK U!
famousgirll77 (2 months ago)
yeah i totally know how it is.
Well i have never been diagnosed but I have anorexic tendencies and i cut.
u?
famousgirll77 (2 months ago)
Your channel is so beautiful. <3
I am doing okay..u?
Thanks for asking.
famousgirll77 (2 months ago)
<3
joyruvatofan (2 months ago)
you are SO SKINNYY!
youre taller too. hahaha,how old are you?
i turn 15 next july.

and by 2012 i want to reach 105.
do you ever feel like,im gona stop
then you just dont,cause thats the life you know?
SmileyMileyAnubisX (3 months ago)
No not really, but better than it was first.. but thanks love! <3
rikkifanh2o12 (3 months ago)
I LOVE YOU <3
lovezanessaxo (3 months ago)
aww thankks:)
i know you can recoverr, its not easy trust me...but i never told anyone about what i was going through..i would vent through writing cause it was the only way i knew how too..everyone was worried but i never wanted to admit
what i was going through & i did my thesis my freshman year in high school on eating disorders and i knew
the consequences of what might happen..and i didnt want to die i wanted to be skinny&be that GORGEOUS girl that every guy loves&adores but dying scared the hell out of me at such a young age & i knew i had to
be strong & be there for my little cousins,my family&everyone else that loved me! so trust me when i say if i can overcome it on my own you can ALWAYS get help, so many people would love to help you so just think. people obviously love you so you need to love yourself too:) andd i will ALWAYS be here for you no matter what:) !
-Jessie
lovezanessaxo (3 months ago)
aw thanks for tellling me about this channel!
i know exactly what your going through! i had anorexia, its the hardest thing to overcome!
this is important too me im so happy you told me about this! these videos made me cry...because i know
exactly what you are going through..its not easy but i am here for you & you can trust me & i will support you know mattter what:) STAY STRONG!!! there is ALWAYS help
xoxo jessie
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