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This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay But you know it won't. And thats the truth, it wont. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
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~Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
~I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.
~If I asked him, would he even know the color of my eyes?
~A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.
♥♥♥♥Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ U will be suPrizzzed in lyf not only will love give u hardships but painfully i have learnd friendships do 2.fake FALSE FRIENDS COME AROUND SO often but the true 1s are as rare as a purple sky coming.YES we all make mistakes but 4 any of my friends out there reading this u may be thinkn if ur a true friend ill neva do anythin 2 her i love her but those fake friends r reading this feeling guilty knowing very well they r keeping somthing from me. if u r 1 of those fake friends i beg u plez sit me down tell me what u have done im very 4giving i must say.i may be a lil upset but hey if u truly love me and u r a true friend u will tell me no matter what and not think she will neva find out. maybe i wont find out maybe i wil but if i did wudnt u want 2 b the 1 to tell me rather than som1 else??? i wud take it beta from u. So take my advise i strongly concur this is the greatest decision. (fake friends out there u know who u r its not 2 late 2 become true just pray and change ur heart) AND MEMBA I LOVE U
Whether you like it or not, whether you know it or not, secretly all nature seeks God and works toward him
It is better to be hated for who you are, than to be loved for someone you are not.
