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went back with a clear mind. No worries, no anxiety. I thought things would be different, now that i decided id make them be. But that just isnt the case; Im not sure its up to me for things to change. I cant change other people, and I shouldnt try to. Itd be contradicting everything I believe in. I just wish i could swap lives with someone who actually is happy with how things are. I truely envy them for being happy. When my friends ask whats wrong? I just say nothing, Im tired. But thats only so I dont have to explain why. Because honestly, on there own, the reasons arent so big. But put them altogether; pile them all up -and its just hell. And for once, Id like to feel like Im in heaven...