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Life is so not worth it I hate every second of it hard to believe that with every step I take behind that smile lies misery i juss want 2 die I avoid how much I want it to happen only thinq keepinq me on this god forsaken world in wich we live in is a niqqa that had my back since the day we 1st fukinq met and probably sum shit a couple niqqaz say but wen it comes down to it all wen i hear death i cant help but 2 think PEACE AT LAST ! ! ! Fuck is it that much to realize that IM fukinq not who u think I am FUCK EVERYBBODY ! ! ! Only pple i can trust to say anythinq life related is fukinq the niqqa that had my back hard 2 believe that a fukinq dumbass like him strolled into my life and sum how kept mine up itz like 2 broken ceilinqz wit 2 polez slanted together 1 holdz the other 1 up while the other 1 holdz the other ! ! ! I Fukinq cant live wit out my BRO he is the best thinq that has ever happen to me for both of us each other enterinq the others life is what keepz us alive and how we both go threw these hard streets side by side knowinq that if one goes so does the other and that the other got his back to the very end and i would give my very LAST DROP OF BLOOD FOR HIM ! ! !Im dead serious when I say this "IF HE GOES SO DO I" ! ! !
Well now i dont even got a good side to my daiii anymore feelz like the real me left a while back i cant even smile anymore ME ! ! ! of all people i cant smile theres nothinq good for me rite now it seems like it is all cominq at me at once physical and emotional pain a clash of both depression and aggression i dont kno wat 2 do anymore i juss want some1 to help me idc how desperate i sound but as far as im concerned theres 4 pple that keep me standinq at this moment in time and they are like the 4 chamberz of my heart of 1 goes i go itz so difficult wen i want it 2 end and i can so easily end it but i can juss as easily end it for otherz i dont wanna do that so i sit here at my most depressinq moment in my life for once i think im qonna cry.....i juss wanna die....
Why did god put me on this planet if it is juss 2 suffer but wen im in the middle of the most craziest shit ive ever done i have the best friendz a niqqa can ever ask for if i didnt kno them i would be playinq crazy 8's wit jesus they make me smile i mean juss lookinq at them makes me laugh i would kill pple and totally destroy anbody in my way if anythinq had ever happen 2 any1 of them ! ! ! WOULD GIVE LAST DROP OF BLOOD FOR MY BROTHER ! ! ! WOULD DO W/E IT TAKES 2 MAKE SURE I GET REVENGE FOR MY BESTFRIEND IF SHE EVER GETZ HURT ! ! ! I WOULD AND STILL DO PROTECT MY LIL BRO WIT MY LIFE AND MAKE SURE HE DOESNT DO WAT I DO IF THERES ANYBODY THAT UNDERSTANDZ ME ITZ HIM ! ! ! THEN THE FUKING WITCH DOCTOR TYPE GIRL THAT HELPED ME THREW ROUGH TIMES ! ! ! ALL 4 OF YOU ARE PERMANENT SCARZ OF HAPPINESS ON MY LIFE IM GONNA BE WIT U GUYZ 4/EVA DIE FOR MY PPLE NOW I KNOW WHAT HAVING A FAMILY FEELS LIKE ! ! ! =)
Dogs are naturally honest and faithful to the ones they love. Dogs seem to specialize -- they find an hobby or interest they enjoy and stick to it. Unfortunately, most Dog people are plagued by worry, a sharp tongue, and a tendency to find fault in things. They have a sense of justice and fair play, and are particularly good at finding logical solutions to problems. As far as Dogs are concerned, it is the people that count. Trustworthy friends and good conversationalists, Dogs have a tendency to hold grudges until appeased. Despite having a temper at times, they need loving, stable relationships. Once they've found their mate, they are faithful for life.
Alot on my mind...Alot to do...Alot to hate...Alot to ensue...Alot of pain...But nothinq to qain...Sometimez i wish this would juss stop...But it nver does itz a non-stop hell and im tired of it juss wen i think im out of it im rite back in so im tired of what brinqz me in...If theres bonds I will break bonds if those bonds must be broken they by THE fukinq crist invested in me I WILL BREAK EM' ! ! !
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Age
32
Hometown
Connecticut
Country
United States
