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Name:
Gem
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Age:
23
Joined:
Jun 28, 2008
Latest Activity:
1 day ago
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735
About Me:
It Hurts my soul to tell you how i feel, but i still Need too
With you boy i gotta keep it real, but still i cant Keep you,
So Ugly, Unattractive in every way, even when other dudes would say,
Girl your sexy, pretti girl you should txt me, still empty no better
cuz after all You never said it, its some next boyz name & its such a shame,
Cuz If only You knew how down i would be, my loyalties if you knew the real real me,
Sumtimez im like, Open ya eyez, damn im right here, aint no surprise,
You know i can be rediculously shy, You were the one reason i believed i was fly,
Gave me that confidence cuz You looked at me twice, now years later you've
Shatterd My mind, Idk maybe i am to kind, but im not nieve & never a fool
But really You Did make me Lose my Cool,
When you was down i tried to be there, had my own life, own problems but felt the Need to care,
No Job No prospects, couldunt give a fuck, was allready down 4 ya, So forever you Stuck
When you got ya job i was elated' & Happy,
But now u got No time to even chat me, How can you claim to be so loyal, when the first
chance you get, You Ignore me & make me upset.
Every part of me Hurt to the core, even places didunt think exsited are sore
The depths of my being riped out, shreded hurt acheing deaded'
One of the few people i ever trusted, to hurt me in the ugliest way,
Its funny how now u dnt have Nuttin to say, Cant allow myself to shed no tears
Told you of my deepest' fears, my darkest secrets,
I opend up Wide, Boy I let You Come inside,
Was so kind & understandin' & I tried So hard, to be that person, You could show your Scars
Remember we had history, remember You said.. So why the fuck you wanna mess with my head,
Allways thought if YOU said it you meant it, remember why you loved me before,
baby please remember and love me once more..
Never understood fully, When people say they love somone & hate them,
Shit i get it Now, Im Livin' that Statment, Thats sayin So true, Who could have knew,
In The deepest' depths Of my soul' the hurt you accumulated burns in a bottomless pit of coal,
Not hot, its now freezing cold, Feel like u the Devil & i sold you my Soul,
So indifferent to words un-said even if itz words un-read, These un-spoken Whispers enorm my Head,
Inside my heart feels so dead, Its been there to long left un-kempt, You dont care or even attempt,
It layed there alone slowly dying, no effort was made, you couldunt be botherd trying,
Boy you might aswell give me a spade, so i can dig my own damn grave,
Seems exstream, but this is how you make me feel, worthless & so un-real
Cuz my heart dont even feel alive no more, feels more Lifeless than ever Before
Theres a part of me now Never coming back, You destroyed my Trust,
So dissapointed, Betrayed.. Never Thought you would Let us end this Way
Country:
United Kingdom
Occupation:
Hair Stylist
Interests:
reading, writing, friends, fam, movies.workin out,
Movies:
love & basketball, brown sugar, love jones, not easily broken, four colored girls, the wood, i can do bad all by myself, soul food, the secret life of bee's, baby boy, poetic justice, Menace II Society, the blind side, knocked up, the hangover, the holiday, finding nemo, toy story, teen mom, family guy, the fresh prince
Music:
r'n'b, garrage, reggae, soul, hip'hop/rap
Books:
a peice of cake, where there is evil, married to the game, a gangsta's girl, ugly, the coldest winter ever, sistah souljah, addicted, zane books, torey hayden books, the naked truth, Total eclipse of the heart, wifey, Irresitable foreces
Channel Comments
Now we Hardly Say hello and Your feelings Never Show,
We used to make Love All the Time, You were my Shelter, I was your Sunshine.
Now were Laying Back to Back Nothin' but Silence In the Black,
You Stayed out Late Again Last night, A Little More Hate' Accumulates Inside my Mind,
These days I Find It Tough, even to Look Into Your deep' Brown eyes, Is too Much,
I Lay & Wonder what You did Last night, I Can't Stop Thinking about Our Fight.
Should I Stay Or Should I Go, Maybe we Need Some Time Alone So we Can Grow,
I Wish We Could Just press Re-wind, and Go Back a While....
Back to a Time' You Would Look At Me, and Smile..
I love it how he glares with lust that his deep brown eyes immerse,
as he looks me up and down, I love the vibes that he gives off,
his orah's just so sexy, I love how he has me feeling lust that tingles thru my veigns,
I love how he makes my pussy throb, and adrenaline rush to my brain,
I love how You bring out the good in me & make me wanna do my best,
but I know you've had ur heartbroken so let me prove I can pass the test.
from here on out ima make a vow, promise i'll never let u down, promise i will always love u right,
promise to only be yours, ur all i need in life,
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I'll hold u down when shit gets rough, you dont gotta fear whatever the situation, I'll always be here,
I love how u keep my on my toes and in the palm of ur hand, cuz daddi I already know that ur the yin to my yang.
I love how u give me butterflies that flutter right thru my soul,
I love his rugg'ed attitude and how he puts it down,
Daddy u make me weak at the knees and i can hardly breath and you make me smile inside,
I love how I found the man in my dreams and a man that I admire,
I love how he can make me succum to all of his desires,
I love when you whisper to me and it makes me shiver inside,
papi I love when u fuck me so hard it makes me lose my mind..