Yaoi owns my partial soul~

I have a side channel now! It's for people who want to see a TRUE side of me. It's called :
Imaginewhtluvcoulddo
http://www.youtube.com/user/Imaginewhtluvcoulddo?feature=mhum

Me???? I would like to consider myself a good friend and person though whether i am or not....... who knows? I like writing poetry. Apparently I'm good at it. I don't have many secrets or family problems, so i don't consider myself emo or goth, though the only poetry i write is dark. My favorite weather is when it just finshed raining and its really cold and cloudly. Its still dreary but has a promise of new, sunny days.
I like yaoi cause its fun, food cause its good, and friends cause they know what to say. Like tell me i'm beautiful, which i'm not. That aside i'm really......... out there. I'm really werid an usually keep to my friends. Which are amazing btw. I'm gonna post a tribute vid for them sometime in the future.
I'll be 14 on the 12th of February.
I like Japan in general, not just manga and anime. I'm not that great of a drawer, but i am good at editing and random back drops. I LOVE 60's and 70's music. ELO rocks! :D I like working out and i'm a teacher's pet when i can be.
I've been working on myself as of late and i'm a better person for it.
Hopefully this isn't to ranty~ :3




Well recently I have been doing some soul searching. I've realized that life isn't
just about you. It's about the people you love and cherish, and I've realized that anything can happen to them, and they could be gone in the blink of an eye. I have the most AMAZING friends and I can't stress it enough. I would do anything for them! And I found out that telling people eachothers secrets is not something that is easily forgiven. At first I only wanted to help, but then you get so swept up in the drama that you only wanting to help turns into fights and silence wars with your TRUE friends. The friends who would do anything for you. These past couple years have been really hard. What with the peer pressure and such. I can only hope that these people see this post. I know that we all still have a LOT to talk about. But I hope we'll all be friends until the end. I couldn't even think of what it would be like without even one of my friends. Maybe some of them like me more than others, but I hope that thier perspective changes about me in the next year. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I want to change. And I can't rely on anyone but myself for that change. Though I do wish that they would continue to support me. Without them, life would literally be hell. So Thank You all for sticking with me through it all and never giving up on me.

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