About this user
{HEARTBREAK}: Arms so cold, this pain grows old. Heart magnetic to shards of ice, my being of happiness pays the price. Let me be with you, just another fantasy that'll never come true. Endless darkness taking dawn, remind me again why I have to go on. Dreams I have, a nightmare? A joy? They're just not true. In my wildest dreams, I'm only holding you. Our hands meet and touch, I want to hold them longer, but you pull away and make my sadness stronger. Now all alone I fight the armageddon for my sanity, my life, for me. As the cold, the dark, and the pain take over, I can only scream "Please, DON'T LEAVE!!!" My soul stabbed, beaten, and scarred, the slightest glance of the past will will leave my heart charred. Pacing the floor I worry about you. Your decisions, your secrets, the nightmare infinately true. And as I reach for your hand just one last time, the bottom falls through. As I fall endlessly into the abyss of depression, my smile and my soul draw into recession. Grab for the rope to pull me out of hell, if I ever, if I never, no one can tell. Pain not forgotten through endless time, the goodbye only said through tears forever in my mind. The maelstrom of pain tearing through my heart, my tears hit my soul like a freezing dart. Bleeding through the connection I feel to you, without love whatsoever, I don't know what to do. Where love dies, hate thrives. That's all I see within your eyes. Trapped in the past by hopes for tomarrow, the present becomes a swirling torrent of sorrow. Hold me, save me, be my reason to survive. Love me, take me, the bliss felt before my reason to live or die...
Age
31
Hometown
Salt Lake City, Utah
Country
United States
