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fetalbetal liked 1 hour ago
SPECIAL REPORT: SLOW KILL HOLOCAUST: PROOF THE GOVERNMENT IS ASSASSINATING YOU
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fetalbetal liked 23 hours ago
I have Bipolar II.
My personal experiences before being diagnosed Bipolar II.
The sound quality kinda sucks, sorryboutit.
Could the thumbnail be any worse? DAMN
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what its like to be bipolar
my name is Dee and i have bipolar.
When depressed i sleep 16 hours a day sometimes. I feel hopeless and ugly that there is not end in sight. I don...
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fetalbetal commented 1 day ago
@JustBetter10 Get out while you can, for your own sake and the sake of your loved ones. Have you considered tapering down, switching meds, being re-evaluated? I'm not a doctor, but I've played one, in a video game.
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@kittyliter008 You have eh? So do I. According to the professionals, a lot of us do. This is what adderall was like for me, for a couple of days. Worse than crack, yeah. Vyvanse works for now.. buuuuuut it's month two and I'm gaining tolerance. I'm just skeptical of the whole pill biz. Are you st...
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Addict - Documentary - Part 3
Credit squeeze :D
TRUE STORY
Part 3 of a documentary about the life of a drug addict.
It was for my AS Media Studies coursework, achieved 100% :...
Morphine was the hardest addiction my junk ass ever "kicked". I've always held an enormous interest in drugs and consider the cost/benefit as often as possible but know that my legal, prescribed addictions for Bipolar & ADHD (speed n benzos) do so very little for my selfish, suicidal, hostile, p...
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Keys to Success with Bipolar Disorder
Discover the keys to success with getting a handle on Bipolar Disorder (manic depression).
I want random houses, cars, n brain surgeries..
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ASPCA Commercial
Why must these people insist on preying upon people like me, who actually believe it when they say an animal is "dying of a broken heart"?
This is sad, however, there are People dying, starving, and being abused each day. Let's get our priorities straight.
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fetalbetal commented 2 days ago
ADHD - My Journal - Part Three
My new series on my ADHD and discussions about my medications, thought processes and troubles/benefits. I hope this can help others in the same boa...
Thank you for sharing.. I was off my meds n started losing it: hospital for unintended laceration near wrist, overdrawn bank account, self medicating, depression, even a lil self mutilation.. not related to wrist. Today I've acquired more vyvanse and will receive more klonipin after the first.. A...
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fetalbetal liked 2 days ago
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fetalbetal uploaded 2 weeks ago
Don't use Rx tranquilizers & attempt freestylin
Really don't. Despite how entertaining it is and seemz
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fetalbetal commented 2 weeks ago
10 signs of a spiritual awakening
Plz comment and share with others :) I did not make this video.
Nonsense. Clearly spirituality, bipolar disorders, and substance abuse issues are similar if not intertwined. Spirituality is a dirty word, the filthiest in my eyes, for it creates a false grandiose belief in our distinction from the other animals.
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fetalbetal liked 3 weeks ago
Child's Play 2 Part 1 HD 2011 Movie
Child's Play 2 Part 1 HD 2011 Movie
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fetalbetal commented 1 month ago
Why Are You So Awesome?
Leave me a comment! And make it a creative answer!
I'm a fucking awesome a lot a bit, once in a decade or dozen months. But that's when I have pills. Fortunately.
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The top 5 worst things you can say to someone...
... with clinical depression.
@poodlesusan shhh
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Help With Suicidal Thoughts and Depression
Help With Suicidal Thoughts and Depression
My email is wlawsomenator2@yahoo.com
Nobody really does care though, doctors want money, priests want church expansion and people, well people are out for themselves, most too stupid to even see this truth. I'm 25, sit around all day, mistreated, lied to often, generally unhappy, addicted to various things. I'm very selfish but will...
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fetalbetal commented 1 month ago
Foreign Beggars ft. Noisia - No Holds Barred (Excision Remix) [HQ]
For more High Quality Dubstep and filthy beats go to my Channel and hit the subscribe button!
fuck
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fetalbetal liked 1 month ago
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fetalbetal liked 1 month ago
Welsh & Document One - Funk Yeah
Hoooooly Shit! What a tune!
Awesome sample taken from "It's all gone pete tong"
I seriously suggest you guys check out their other tunes,
THEY WILL...
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fetalbetal liked 2 months ago
What dubstep sounds like to your parents
Warning: Annoying So Turn The Volume Down.
I uploaded this after I found it on tumblr.
The original video can be found here: http://www.youtube.co...
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fetalbetal commented 2 months ago
Document One - Antichrist (Original Mix)
www.traxboxx.com
:.:.: Drum n Bass - Dubstep - Events - News - Mixs - Extras
IF YOU HAVE PROBLEM WITH THIS UPLOAD PLEASE NOTIFY US AND WE WILL REM...
dubtrip
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Famous suicide letters...
suicide is never the answer. Getting help is. Please, talk to someone, anyone...find something to believe in, something to give you peace besides d...
We're all dying anyway, why blame the victims of life itself.
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fetalbetal commented 2 months ago
Document One - Antichrist [HD - 1080p]
Awesome track :) Wait for the dirty ass drop
Take that, god thing.
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fetalbetal liked 2 months ago
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fetalbetal subscribed to CiroAmaralChannel 2 months ago
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fetalbetal commented 2 months ago
MRE review
These meals are fantastic! Tons of food and energy from 1 pack. probably to much for most people so u can always save the extras and eat em later. ...
One day after an uphill hike, I tried an MRE, army version, fucking delicious. When the body craves, the body appreciates. Poundcake, coffee, delicacies. Finding out the sleeping bags were soaked was tough, and my poo was like the movie snakes on a plane, only the plane crashed in my toilet.
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MRE'S SURVIVAL FOOD ON A BUDGET
HOME MADE MRE' ON A BUDGET FOR WHEN S.H.T.F
@TheJram1 Ramen is edible as is, probably best hot or at least soaked in warmish water. Most mre's taste awful w/o heating and have coffee
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Bath Salt High
NBC-10 Investigators warn parents of an all new high.
Read the original story!-- http://www.nbcphiladelphia.......
This stuff is bizarre, but haven't reached for the machete yet.
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fetalbetal liked 2 months ago
Let's talk about bipolar and suicide
About my experience with suicide and suicidal thoughts.
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fetalbetal commented 2 months ago
The day after my manic vid...
Out of it...don't even know what I was talking about
Mania is easy to think of and hard to remember. An unfair trade, a taste of paradise, and a low that grips by the fortnight.
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fetalbetal liked 2 months ago
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fetalbetal liked 2 months ago
Bipolar & anxiety (vid 1 of 2)
A little about my battle with anxiety & precipitating factors
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Psychotic reaction to bipolar meds
I've always been wary of psychoactive meds, now after this last round I'm even more nervous.
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fetalbetal commented 2 months ago
Man dies, comes back to life, what he saw
This man goes to hell and has been allowed back to tell us what it was like. Some may laugh, but at the end of the day, this is just one of thousan...
Morphine and near death biology= this clown ^
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Eminem Impersonating Rappers
Never Knew Eminem Was This Good At Impersonations LOL this is funny as hell
Eminem Does Voice Impressions Of 50 Cent, Busta Rhymes, Jay-Z And MORE!!
I used to hate eminem.. then i gave in and listened a bit, recently, some of his shit is fucking cool. d12 n other older stuff mainly, imo.
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ADD ADHD Drugs Dangerous and Addicting
http://3stepsadd.com/premiu... - This video reveals some shocking facts about ADD ADHD Drugs like Adderall Ritalin and Vyvanse. Tell us what...
Imho, if you have the audacity to seek psychiatric help most prescribers will see you as product. Then, you will be labeled, branded, brainwashed, bait-sedated into another apathetic consumer user like me. Avoiding mirrors, public, family, health. Never complaining, for the pain registers as lack...
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ADD ADHD Drugs Dangerous and Addicting
http://3stepsadd.com/premiu... - This video reveals some shocking facts about ADD ADHD Drugs like Adderall Ritalin and Vyvanse. Tell us what...
klonopin and adderal fuck my mind up something fierce.. but, ive tried numerous anti-psych/ anti-depp.'s, these compounds from hell feel designed to induce homocidal/ suicidal impulses.. and fear, for me at least. all in all i know deep down that i feel terrible usually, but after klons n addies ...
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Aerosol Crimes chemtrails how to protect your health
Aerosol Crimes Chemtrails how to protect your health some excerpts A documentary produced by chemtrail researcher Clifford Carnicom is a must see a...
lies, chemtrails are there though, know what for not i
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How to become rich immediately
Probably the most important thing anyone can ever know about money and wealth.
keywords:
money wealth rich poor how to balance career fear greed ...
Start a religion
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fetalbetal liked 2 months ago
D12 - That's How
This song explains how different people or incidents can get fucked up bad
Lyrics:
Niggas = term for Black people
Crackers = pejorative term fo...
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fetalbetal uploaded 3 months ago
bipolar hypomania and hypersexuality
bipolar, hypomania, mania and hypersexuality. brief overview how they fit together. mood disorder
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fetalbetal said:
Irritable, for sure, I am
Bipolar II . god damn
Fuck my life
wheres my knife
hospital stay?
almost got away